A rose hiding thorns

11

"Run....Hide...oh, you're so done...you better sleep with one eye open tonight."

Arriving at Hogwarts was like a breath of fresh air... Other than the fact my boyfriend is a death eater. I changed into the bathroom five minutes before we arrived and it was finally time to get off the train. Blowing past everyone, I didn't want to talk. I wanted to sob and let out my anger. Instead of going to dinner, I went to my room and slept. I didn't care at this point. I'm mentally and physically drained and classes don't start until tomorrow. I woke up to pounding on my door.

"What the hell-" I swung the door open to find Mabel standing outside crying 

"Mae what's wrong..." I ask 

"Dumbledore said he wouldn't help us... he didn't believe us, Lo.." They say sobbing 

"Darling come in..." I say Reggie appeared behind her 

"Fine, you too," I say still angry at the situation 

"Alright now explain," I say angrily 

"Bella joined willingly because of her family... but I didn't want to some of my friends are muggle-born and I would never betray them like that ever...LoLo you have to believe me I didn't want this after I saw what they did to reggie after I treated his wounds... I didn't want that to be me... I didn't want to be tortured until I was a vetagable so I just let them do it..." They explain 

"Not you too Mae.." I say hugging them tightly 

"We didn't want this we just wanted to protect you..." Mae and Reggie say in unison 

"What about you and Bella," I asked puzzled 

"Broken up.." They say flatly 

I feel reggie grab my arm I winced from the pain that shot up my arms... I get away from his touch please don't... I say with tears streaming down my face... his eyes winced with worry...

"Lo.. what did you do.." They say grabbing my other arm I winced again 

"Can you both stop fucking ganging up on me I'm fine" I yell running my hands down my puffy face 

"You did it again didn't you..." Mae says trying to roll up my long sleeves

"What did she do?" Regulus asked 

I tried to fight Mae back but I was weak my arms hurt... I did everything I could.. They see the gauze and their eyes are coated in tears... "How many..." They asked 

I was silent... "Willow. How. Fucking.Many." They asked 

"Twenty, ten on each arm.." I say in a low voice 

"Lo you know that I love you to the moon and back but currently you are being a dumbass. You should have come to me about this and I would have helped you." They say unwrapping the gauze

"I didn't think okay and please don't.." I say wincing Reggie has never seen me like this.. he's never seen my past... 

The gauze is unwrapped now and you can see every little red mark from the blade... 

"Love you need to let them breathe or they will collect moisture and get infected..." Reggie says while rubbing my back 

I started to cry "Do you not know how miserable I was..." I ask 

"I know and I'm so sorry but that doesn't mean I don't love you that we don't love you listen I'm figuring stuff out I have to talk to the Order of the Phoenix but this plan you aren't going to like.." Reggie says 

"What's the plan" I ask 

He looks and Mae and they nod... 

"You need to join us... it will be for your safety but I will also keep you safe with being a spy for the order..."  He says gently 

"You want me to join you what about my brother..." I ask

"Love he is in the order He and his group of friends made the order up...all I have to do is talk to Sirius about what happened I promise you will be okay I'll make sure you're reputation is still intact.." He swears to me

"Fine, I'll do it.." I say 

"That's my girl now come here.." He says opening his arms for me to hug him

"When will you talk to Sirius..?" I ask 

"Um well" I hear a knock on my door 

"Now really?" I hissed 

"Yeah sorry.." he says while he opens the door

"You said it was an emergency what is it.." Sirius asked as James and Remus came out from underneath the invisibility cloak

"Come in we need to have a chat..." Regulus says 

{Hours later}

My room was a mess there were broken glasses and paintings everywhere... The boys finally understood after two more hours of explaining and proving he wasn't just going to spy on the order then they did the unthinkable...

"Regulus I want an unbreakable vow," Remi says spitting venom at him

"I can do that if it means you trust me..."He says 

Sirius held the ceremony making sure everything was in order... 

"I Regulus Artucrus Black swear to protect the lives of Willow Lupin in this time of war and darkness I will not let anything hurt her and I will make sure she doesn't kill anyone with her wand that she will use mine if a wand reading is needed.." Regulus says the incantation 

"I Remus John Lupin will aid you on this journey and will let you be a spy for the Order but make sure every piece of information comes our way." 

They break hands and It was over "Remi I swear to god CLEAN MY DAMN ROOM UP, YOU BASTARD!" I yelled 

"Sorry sis it's the day after I'm still working on the anger," He says flicking his wand and fixing everything that is broken itself was now fixed.

"Thank you now everyone but Mae and Reggie get out i've had a long day and I want my friends..." I say the boys understood and left 

Mae and Reggie talked with me about the plan...

"I need to take you this weekend he wants to see you ASAP if you accept my offer but I have to let you know he is very charming when it comes to ladies... and some men..." Reggie says

"So fast but okay I'll also make sure he isn't in my head.." I say 

"He is going to probably punish me because he noticed you at the ice cream bar but I don't care.." He says 

I hug him tightly... Let's get the first week out of the way then we will worry about the weekend I just want to hang out with my friends before all hell breaks loose.." I say flatly 

" I agree with LoLo we are still allowed to be kids just with darker responsibilities..." Mae says softly 

"Let's party tomorrow and have some drinks forget everything I think I got some muggle weed around here somewhere from Sirius," I say with a smile on my face 

My best friend my boyfriend and soon-to-be me will be death eaters and the ruler of this school.. not the best way to be but we have to start our reputation out bad... this semester we are different people... now we are aristocratic assholes of the school getting in trouble partying and still keeping up with school...Hexing the first years and being menaces to the school system.. we are causing chaos to say a big fuck you to Dumblewhore. If he messes with my friends and tells them that they should've just died then becomes a death eater then this bitch is going to get burned. Badly. I'll be the one doing the burning... this is the new me Willow Lupin or known by many... Reggie Mae and I make up the Aristocrats... overwhelmed by the responsibilities given to us we are children, not playthings. My nickname is Chaos I'll spread hate and gossip towards anyone who gets in my way of saving my friends and family so just fuck off. Run hide or I'll fucking slit your throat in the middle of the night and not leave evidence...

A/n Hey heyyyy I love you guys enjoy the chapterrrrrrrrr