𝕚 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕚𝕖𝕣 - 𝕙𝕪𝕦𝕟𝕝𝕚𝕩

♡ Chapter 19 ♡

Letters. They're stacked.

Handwriting. It's bleeding ink.

Words. They hold sorrow.

Feelings. Now a silent struggle.

Me. Slowly dying.

Jisung:

Dear long-lost twin. Who knew our days together would once disappear? We're growing up, believing we'll always have each other. There were unspoken words about the future. Because we never questioned our bond. In this life, our string of friendship didn't snap. It simply entangled into a mess that neither of us can undo. I'm sorry I lost myself to the misery. In our next life, I want to believe that I'll be with you forever, but the future can never be told. But please don't destroy the world, just because of my selfishness. This is my mistake, and I need to pay the price.

Minho:

Dear brother. To leave the people you once called family is painful. But I left long ago. I was just stuck in my own dark world. I neglected you. And that was my mistake. To be gifted with a sibling is beautiful. And people have always said, they'll never leave your side. But I left yours. How could I possibly call myself your brother? And while the hatred towards myself eats me away, I can't help but recollect the memories of our heart-warming childhood that I wish I could see, just once more.

Chan:

I still wonder if I could turn back in time. Back to the day you and Changbin came into my life and changed it. Me and Minho were so lost, it was as if, like they say in the stories, the knight in shining armor had come. You were there through the thick and thin just to get us on our feet. You didn't owe us anything. We were just mere strangers. I promised to repay you by always being happy and staying close. But now, I'm galaxies apart, being pulled into the black hole. So I'm sorry, it had to end this way.

Changbin:

I always admired you from a young age. I thought you were basically invincible. And the amount of affection you gave to me, even as a normal stranger who appeared in your life, was rather heartwarming. Whether it was your funny personality or hilarious comments, me and Minho wouldn't have survived Korea. You were almost like a cousin to me. I tried, Binnie, I really did. But I couldn't stay.

Seungmin:

I'll never forget the day you popped up in my life. Because of the amount of quarrels, never did either of us think we'd end up being good friends. You were always so irritating but even more caring. You weren't the type to express your emotions very often, but no matter how mad I got, I knew that your love for me was more than anything. I still, never thought that I'd leave you. I seem selfish for doing so, but please, don't hurt anyone.

Jeongin:

If I could recount the amount of times I have pinched your cheeks or hugged you against your will, I would laugh at myself. You were never the type to accept affection from the others, yet, even I could see, that I was an exception. Everyone knew Innie. You thought they didn't but they knew. You acted like you didn't want a hug but you never fought back like you did with the others. Maybe because I seemed like an older brother to you, we'll never know. And I'm sorry baby bread. I never thought there'd come a day that I'd miss our hugs.

Wooyoung:

Almost like the father figure in my life that I barely received, I relied on you a lot. You trusted me to make the right decision. And for a moment, I trusted myself. But I gave in to the shadows. And I broke your trust. I wonder if I had made a grave mistake in my past life for this one to end horribly. Thank you for lending me your forever care and love which I am now rejecting. I hate myself for the mess I've created, but we both know, it's too late.