Silent Whispers | Rudy Pankow

𝟢𝟩: gift

𝑀𝒶𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓃𝓏𝒾𝑒'𝓈 𝒫.𝒪.𝒱

Its been a few weeks since the event with Rudy and god life has been chaotic I can barely keep myself around him without wanting to strangle him from his obnoxious comments I honestly have no idea why Chase is friends with that idiot, it's not like I can choose who he's friends with I've literally only just came into his life, even if I had that right I'd never tell him to do that , I'm not like some of the people who raised me, Chase has sent random things to the door like yesterday it was a takeout and today it's a fancy looking box which I open to reveal a card on top of some tissue paper.

I grasp the little white envelope containing the card I open it to see a note with 3 plane tickets , I read the note thinking these were sent to the wrong door,

"Hey mac, I know your probably gonna attempt to give me these back but no can do little sister I want u to come to the obx premier in LA , of course you can bring haven and whoever else you'd like but please come because me and the guys really want you there, much love C"

I stare at the little note in my hand a tiny bit longer to the point I have what was written Imprinted in my mind this is the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me but I can't take this, I'm not going to take this. this is way to much, I pick up my phone, pulling up chases contact I click on it, the phone rings twice before I hear chase's voice on the opposite end

"Hello Mac you okay?" He says "yeah I'm fine I just need to tell you I can't accept the plane tickets."
"You can and you will, I want you to be there okay?" "Chase it's too much these must have cost a fortune I can't accept them", "Mackenzie I'm not taking them back so take them" "fine but I'm paying you back for them." as soon as I say that I start thinking of how to repay him, we say our goodbyes and hang up, I call Asher asking him if he wants to come with me and haven, which he gladly accepts and I tell him he should pack because we need to leave tomorrow morning, he says he'll do that and we hang up as I walk to haven's room telling her to pack

She looks very confused but I explain the reasons why and she nods and starts packing we decide to eat dinner then go to bed because we need to get up early for the plane tomorrow.

After showering I lay in bed thinking to myself about all this stuff that's happened recently, my mind slipping to Rudy much to my dismay.

How does one guy get me so fuelled up with anger but also some unknown feeling that I can't quite grasp, i don't know why but he infuriates me to the point, I can't be around him, but he's also intoxicating, I can't stand him, I'll admit he's attractive but, he's an idiot who fuels me with so much anger, his comments hurt, I know I shouldn't let him hurt me because I hardly know him, but it seems impossible for me not to take his opinions of me to heart, but I know that it hurts to think that someone
Thinks that of me, I don't want him to think of me that way.

I manage to force my brain from over thinking too much i slowly force myself to sleep,

Waking up the next morning were waiting for Asher to come and get us we carry our cases down the stairs as Asher pulls up helping us load our bags in the car and wraps his arms around me and haven before saying "let's get this show on the road"
"Asher I'm shocked you agreed" I laugh sitting in the car haven agrees with me
"I only agreed cuz you asked otherwise I wouldn't have, I'm highly allergic to people Kenzie" he says pulling out the parking lot me and haven giggle at his sentence because he always says that when he's around people, especially new people

Well let's see where this journey takes us, I'm not going to lie I'm slightly nervous but more excited to see chases show I'm incredibly proud of him and the cast I mean they're all my friends except Rudy so of course I'm gonna support them, how can I not this night is huge for them.

I don't care how much Rudy doesn't want me there I'm going to be there for my brother and friends.