✨Newtmas Oneshots✨

Pay phone

Kay guys! This is it, first one shot! This one is inspired by the song pay phone. So basically, Thomas and newt had a fight and Thomas is sending voicemails to newt via a pay phone, not all lyrics will be in order.

'Newt, I'm sorry, if you listen to this if you ever hear this i-I' Thomas chocked on a sob, his tears wetting the rain-soaked boys face, 'Newt I am so so sorry I- I was just so stressed- I'm really sorry I really love you, I'm really sorry, I understand if you never want to see me again-'

This time, Thomas couldn't help but wail, he missed newt so much. He spent the night arguing with the blonde boy, why? He couldn't remember. All he could remember about that night was the shouting, the angry look on his boyfriend's face, the door slamming as he ran out into the rain, his cheeks tear-stained.

Thomas looked like shit, probably. He had spent the several hours since the fight, in the rain, at a payphone, trying to call home.

He'd spent all of his change on newt.

' I'm so sorry newt I just- I really want you to call me back, or at least pick up the phone. I miss you newt, I feel terrible I just want to see you.'

'And I'll understand if you never want to see me again, if I was me, I would never want to see me again. So yea umm' he sniffed, holding back a fresh wave if tears. ' call me back I guess' he said in a small voice. God I must sound pathetic, Thomas thought. Newt hates me, I don't blame him, I hate me too.

The phone beeped (sorry I haven't used a pay phone in years, i don't fucking know, shoot me). 

Thomas sighed, and dug into his pockets, looking for spare change. 

Shit. I spent all of my change on you, newt.

Ya know newt, if  happily ever after did exist, I would still be holding you.

Thomas thought bitterly, remembering the night newt first told him he loved him. Oh, how he could remember the warmth of the taller boy against him. The soft kisses that they shared, full of passion and love. 

Thomas felt the tears welling up again. He sobbed, sinking to the wet floor, cradling his soaking head in his hands.

Newt, newt, newt. I miss you so much I love you,

'So fucking much....' He whispered under his breath.

'Tommy...'

Thomas' head snapped at the sound. That was a voice he'd know anywhere.

'Newt...'

Thomas felt tears well up again, and couldn't help the steady stream of tears that fell from his eyes. His eyes were cloudy with tears, but he could still see the blonde boy standing a few meters away from him.

Newt had his phone hovering by his ear, his eyes were blood shot and puffy, not unlike Thomas.

'NEWT!' Thomas yelled, standing up and walking over to the boy, his wet hair dripping into his face. As Thomas got closer he heard the sound of one of Thomas' many voice mails

'Newt if you get this I'm so so so so sorry I really really miss you, I love you so much, I didn't mean anything I said. Please, call me back, or don't but, just know that I really love you newt'

Thomas heard his own voice crack as he said the last line

*beep* a new voicemail started, similar to the last one.

'Tommy' newt said quietly, tears of his own pouring out of his eyes. 'Oh tommy I'm so so so so sorry. I-I-I- I really love you tommy I-' 

Thomas cut him off by placing his lips onto his, cupping newts wet face in his hands. Newt made a surprised noise, but kissed back passionately, warping his arms around his neck. The kiss was beautiful, it was soft and full of the words that they needed to say, but didn't know how. It was the kiss girls dream about, like the world had stopped. And nothing else mattered except the boy kissing him.

Thomas pulled away first, resting his forehead against newt's. 

' I missed you so much newt so fucking much!'

'I love you so much newt'

' I love you tommy, more than words can describe'

Kay so that was shit. Hope you enjoyed and don't like, despise me now! Until newt time my friends, - Evie