✨Newtmas Oneshots✨

Broken

 Here is minhos POV! I know there hasn't been much of our favourite sass queen in this one shot book so far ( that should be changing soon) but here is his POV. This will be a bit sad and yea ;((

Basically it uses the movie idea of a safe haven with the books umm 249+1 events.

Tw:

Mention of self harm

Mention of suiside

Mention of death

Blood

Minho POV:

Dear newt,

Thomas told me what happened. Or well, parts of it.

I know that you're dead.

A bullet in your brain.

But I don't know how. Thomas is hiding something, and when I bring it up he breaks down. 

He's been doing that a lot lately, breaking down.

Ever since we got to the safe haven.

He breaks down more and more. Worse Than I have ever seen Thomas. He's so, broken now.

We have been at the safe zone for 1 month now, one month since you died. One month since I think Thomas has had a meal. He's been starving himself, he's half the size he was when he stung himself with a greiver, he looks a lot worse than then, too. His eyes are always red and bloodshot, his cheeks tear stained and wet. Despite the hot temperatures of the earth still, Thomas only wears long sleeves. Hoodies or long shirts, the last time I saw him in a t shirt, he cat bandages wrapped around his arms, from underneath his sleeves, to his wrists.

Why?

I had to find out the hard way.

Around two weeks ago, I went searching for Thomas, to make sure he had food, had slept. When I walked into his tent, he was sitting in a small pool of blood. It was dripping down his arms, deep red slits oozing blood onto the floor. He had a small knife in his hands, one of yours, from the glade, I think. The knife had blood on the blade, the same shade as the blood on the floor and seeping through Thomas' clothes. He was crying when I walked in. But when he turned to me, when he saw who it was, his expression broke me a little.he just looked so miserable, so sad, so broken. 

What ever happened in Denver really broke him, newt. What really happened in Denver?

When I asked what happened why was he doing this , his was shaking, sobbing, ' I'm so sorry Minho , I'm sorry, I'm sorry I couldn't help it I'm sorry,...' 

That's when he told me you were dead.

I don't know what happened, exactly, but it broke him. Not just because he watched it. But because he loved you newt.

You were the only person who could make him smile in the glade.

You would always coax the truth out of him, when he would put on a brave face for the rest of us.

You always managed to get him to sleep, to eat, to not over exert himself.

Now look at him.

Just as shell of the smiling teenager he was when you were a round.

Just a broken piece of glass.

We all miss you so much, I miss you with every fibre of my being. I know Thomas blames himself for what happened; and even if it was his fault, it was because he loved you. And now that we have a cure, that we know that Thomas is the cure, that you were seconds away, kills him.

We all miss you very much.

We all miss Thomas very much too, because most of him died with you. 

And I fear that the other part is going to died soon.

We all would push our mums down some stairs to see you again,

But I have a gut feeling, that Thomas is going to see you a lot sooner than the rest of us mate.

We miss you mate,

You were the greatest shucking shank of a friend I could have ever asked for.

Minho~