diary Glamrock freddy fazbear.
Dear diary, I know it's strange to write to you now, well after my debut, but a lot of things have changed, and I had to express myself and especially to apologize to my love, Sarah.
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Day 1 .
We learned, me and my friends, of the arrival of a new chief engineer. We all thought you were going to be like the others: angry, horrible to us. Oh how wrong I was! You were so gentle with us. Even Monty was smiling with happiness. After you checked on Bonnie, they all left except me. I stayed and we talked together. I was happy to meet you.
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Day 15
This fire, always present since the moment I laid eyes on you, was even stronger with each second. But it's a fire so good, so pleasant, I cherish it with all my being. We had a good laugh when you beat Monty and Roxy at their activity. You even tied with Bonnie. I love spending time with you.
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Day 24
I did a lot of research to determine why I felt strange around you. Now I know it. Love. Now that I think about it, it was pretty obvious. But for us, it was new, especially since your predecessors didn't want to help us. I decided to explore this feeling further, even if there is no tutorial, because every love is unique.
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Day 60
It's been more than two months since you arrived here. How time flies . Even though you look exhausted right now, you are always happy with us. You explain human feelings to us with such joy in being able to enlighten us. Even though I like your classes, at the moment, I'm trying to see if I have my chances with you. And I'm pretty sure your heart is leaning towards me. I am so happy. I think I'll tell you soon. The others risk being... how can I put it.... intrusive, but I am ready to put up with them all.
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Day 62
I don't understand . I'm broken. I was finally able to find a moment to confess my feelings to you. I saw your beautiful green eyes sparkling with happiness become dark and sad, falling at the same time as your smile. You took my paws and started to apologize. I remember your words very well.
- Oh Freddy, I'm so sorry but I can't be with you... I got up in tears and lost my temper.
- you don't love me, but I thought.
- no Freddy listen to me.
- NO! Leave me I need to be alone I don't want to see you anymore I hate you!
- Freddy will come back... The last thing I heard from you was your sobbing. I was in so much pain. I decided to move away from you. In hindsight, I should have stayed with you. How I regret today.
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Day 68
When they learned that you had rejected me, the others were furious. They started saying insults about you. Only Foxy remained calm, but I saw the anger in his eyes. We all decided to avoid you.
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Day 74
The others became violent with you. They spilled food on you on purpose, they made fun of you in front of everyone, and I didn't do anything. Selfishly, it felt like a punishment in my head. Now I know I acted like the biggest jerk.
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Day 80
Today I saw you heading to daycare. Of everyone, only Sun and possibly Foxy still spoke to you. I saw you offer him your drawing materials. He was happy before he became sad. I saw you start to cry and you walked away, leaving Sun confused and sad. --------------------------
Day 90
You stopped trying to talk to us. Even if that was our goal, it hurt me, as it did for the others. Foxy went to see you, and he told me you were sorry for hurting him. You also gave him a pirate medallion that had belonged to one of your ancestors who was a pirate. Foxy was touched but also shocked, you cared a lot about it.
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Day 95
You looked really bad. You no longer even reacted when others hurt you, your eyes were empty of life. Foxy told me he was worried, but, still angry, I told him it wasn't serious. He looked at me with disappointed and sad eyes but said nothing.
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Day 100
Today was a party. We were unleashed. After our Superstars left, we did a lot of things. At one point I saw you with something shiny in your hands, I was intrigued but my anger made me ignore it. And then at one point, while I was dancing, Monty grabbed me and kissed me. I was overwhelmed and didn't think: I kissed him back. I saw you in the distance with your eyes even more devastated than before. The shiny thing was starting to go out. You left and Foxy followed you.
-mini pov Foxy -
I followed you and I saw you throw, with your weakened arms, this shiny thing on the ground, a beautiful earring with a magnificent and strange jewel. It broke into pieces, and the already very weakened light went out, the blue jewel becoming black, a black that gave you the impression of never feeling happiness and all good emotions again. And then you left.
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Day 102
Christmas. How ironic, the celebration of joy and happiness and for me the most painful torture today, the shadow of a memory that haunts me, a memory that devastated me. Our boss cried when he came to see us. He told us we had to go somewhere outside of the pizzaplex. We were happy. Today I wish I didn't feel joy at that moment. Our smile fell a little when we realized that he was taking us to the city's emergency room. We walked in and he had a conversation with a lady, a conversation that made me understand everything. In my head everything connected.
- Hello, can I give you some information?
- yes we come to see Sarah Sinclair.
- Yes indeed . You're the only ones who came, that's nice of you. She's in the last minute section. But she is very weak.
We went to the section in question and there you were: weak, extremely thin, pale, with sores, huge dark circles under your eyes. I walked over and took your hand. You barely opened your eyes but I could see a little happiness. I started to cry. You slowly brought a hand to my cheek and I held it.
- oh Freddy, you don't have to cry like me.
You said your goodbyes to everyone and they went out to leave us alone. You told me how sorry you were. She had a heart problem due to a suicide attempt, and when I told her I loved her, she was doomed and would die in a very short time. She preferred to push me away than to see me suffer when she died, it would have hurt me less. And then, when the sun began to set, you kissed me before taking your last breath. I started screaming with all my might. We were all upset. We all blamed ourselves for not having seen anything and for having acted in this way.
My dearest Sarah, I was stupid and I hurt you so much. But know that I'm sorry.It's been two years, but every day I think of you and I hope, even if it's stupid, to see you again, just once.
( parti 2 ?)
This is a one-shot. I wanted to make a story about it but at the moment I don't have much opportunity to write and I don't know if you want me to make a story about it. I promise you a happier one-shot next time
