My Bully is a WEREWOLF!!

Chapter 18

~~~Author's Note~~~

I'm sorry if I'm being slow on the updates but I have so much homework and having different classes on the weekends. I am trying my best, so please don't hate me.

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~~~Brandon's P.O.V.~~~

I'm a bit worried. Vanessa doesn't seem shaken up or upset about the attack day before yesterday. Tomorrow she goes home and I don't want her to go home until she tells me the truth about how she feels about it. She's the toughest girl I've met--other than the she-wolves in the pack. Well they would show some emotion, at the least.

"Nessa, babe. Please talk to me," I whined.

Last night she...got me hard and then just left me hanging. This girl drives me crazy. When we mate, it will be the best experience in my life and I can't wait. Literally, I cant wait for long. If we wait too long I would grow very weak. Not the point, last night she went down stairs and came back hours later. It looked as if something was on her mind. She has been thinking a lot more often. She hardly pays attention to anything around her.

"I don't have anything to say," I sighed, frustrated.

"Then just tell me what you've been thinking about so much," I sort of begged. She turned and looked at me for a while.

"Well, I've been thinking about what happened for the past week. The vampires--still hadn't grasped it yet--and something he told me. It doesn't really matter..." she trailed off and started to stare into space.

"What did he tell you?" I looked at her more curious and a bit angry that she's been thinking about him so much but that's not the point.

"He said "we'll meet again." I don't want to see him again, Brandon. He was trying to scare me and I don't want to get hurt anymore," She began to cry and I pulled her to me.

"Then why didn't you tell me?"

"I wanted to be good for you. I wanted to be strong and show you that I'm not weak. I want to be good enough for you," her words were muffled by my shirt.

I growled. It angered me that she doesn't feel good enough for me. She's better than that. I know I have a lot to learn about her but I can see that I'm going to love her even more. "Don't say that. Your better than I could ask for. I'm sorry that I didn't take the time to get to know you. I should be the one that should be trying to be good enough for you. Look at how I've been treating you. I know you've forgiven me, but I have to forgive myself also, in order for us to be happy and perfect."

~~~Vanessa's P.O.V.~~~

"Don't say that. Your better than I could ask for. I'm sorry that I didn't take the time to get to know you. I should be the one that should be trying to be good enough for you. Look at how I've been treating you. I know you've forgiven me, but I have to forgive myself also, in order for us to be happy and perfect," I have no words for how I feel right now. I love my bully so much. You know the words bully and love doesn't really sound right in the same sentence, but it doesn't matter. I know he loves me but I seriously don't know if I could handle being by his side for the entire time he's Alpha. I have to be strong and be a responsible "Luna." Ugh, still can't think about it. It kind of disturbs me. It's like saying I'm going to be the mother of his children. Geese, I'm only 17. I don't think I'm going to be cut out for that job application. I have no type of gene in my body that says responsible.

"Ugh! I hate you!" I yelled in frustration. I shoved myself away from him.

"What did I do?" he looked confused and hurt.

"You didn't do anything. That's the problem," I looked at him through narrow eyes.

"That doesn't really make sense," He ran his hand through his growing hair. It was longer than usual and was right above his eyebrows.