Diario di una borderline

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I still remember the smell of your sweater
I was wearing it and finding comfort
Wanted to take it with me
But I wasn't enough for your love
Had to give it back to you
And remain without that scent
I still remember holding your hand,
hug you tight and cuddling in your bed
Now everything is a distant memory
I can't even touch you anymore
While I was giving you my world
But why would you ever love me?
I'm a mess with attachment issues
I got obsessively in love since we met
Oh, I wish I could turn back time
To our first date
And steal you that kiss I hoped for too long
I'm still enchanted by your cute face and tiny body
Wishing I could still hold you against my chest
But now you're gone
And it's difficult to just stay friends
Afraid I'll lose whatever we have now
I still remember the smell of your sweater
I was wearing it and finding comfort
Wanted to take it with me
But I wasn't enough for your love
Now I have someone else's affection
But I still remember that night
Where you were mine
And I was yours
Two souls meeting each other
Now a piece of my heart is broken
Knowing you won't come back
And I'm sad
Cause I'd want you here with me
Instead I'll never have you
I still remember the smell of your sweater
I was wearing it and finding comfort
Wanted to take it with me
But I wasn't enough for your love
So, goodbye my darling
It was fast and strong
I'll bring these memories with me
Hoping one day I'll forgive you and find finally peace...

(x Alexander)