I feel like I am not myself anymore
I can no longer stop overthinking, Please, No more
I feel like I am not getting stronger anymore
I can no longer handle pain, Please, No moreI owe to my mistakes
I misunderstand things to some extent
But I feel like I'm forbidden to make mistakes
I am deeply hurt every time I make a mistakeI'm not invalidating you
But the pain you felt, I felt it a hundred times harder
I'm not hating you
But the way you reacted, It burns a hundred times hotterI slept for hours to cope with what I felt
Thinking whether it's my mistake that caused me this belt
I stayed up all night to self evaluate
Thinking I'm too naive yet too experiencedIt's so strange, I never doubted myself this much
It's strange, I never grew this much
It's so painful, I never expected this to hurt this much
It's painful, I never knew growing up hurts this muchThis is an apology letter
On a piece of paper, Revised to be better
I look back at my weak self while he's writing a love letter
Why do I feel like he's better?What if I remained that way?
Will people still view me as the best?
At this point, People misunderstand me in a bad way
I've been better, But I'm no longer the best
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DELICATE
Poetry'DELICATE' is the fourth Anthology by an author known by the pen name of Kieth, released on March 14, 2024. 'DELICATE' consists of 25 poems. This anthology focuses on storytelling and also what other people's perspectives might be. It debuted with 7...