I know that I'm sounding desperate and complaining because I haven't "officially" made a move yet.
But..
I might be slightly obsessed with you? Is that okay with you?
I think you might get creeped out.
That's
Probably
Why
I'm
Not
Going
To
Say
Anything.
Like a wimp. Even though I like to hide my cowardice by showing a "tough act", I still am a coward.. And there's nothing that would change that. I was born like that. A spineless, wimpy, geeky, cowardly, considerate gentleman.
So maybe it wasn't anything that I feel for you?
It kinda hurts when I think about that other person.
That other person frustrates and annoys at the same time. Which is usually not a good sign.
I just want you. Is that enough to ask?
I know that I'm acting selfish, but I'm acting on my own behalf to write when I want.
I feel like a creeper, to be honest.
Like I feel violated for you because I think about you all of the time.
I wonder if that other person does too? I wonder what you're doing right now?
Probably on your precious laptop, surfing the Internet.
Which reminds me.
Of the reason why you attract me like a moth to light.
It was our common interests and the way that you were different from the others. It was the way you had done things differently from other people. Which had made you stand out to me.
I really...
I can't say it unless I really mean it though...
I can't.
Oh well, I'll break the rules for you.
I.......
Love..
You....
I typed it. Sometimes I also wonder if you would be proud of the things that I do. Probably not.
