I'm spoiled.
I already knew that from the start.
I already knew it since I was born.
That was why I thought that there wouldn't be anything that wasn't going to be mine.
I knew that if I would do the correct amount of actions, I would get what I want.
And I always got what I had wanted.
No matter what.
But I also knew,
From the back of my mind,
That there was something that I couldn't whine or plead to have.
It was you.
Believe it or not.
So, even if you choose them,
I won't blame you.
Because I already have everything.
Just not you.
Which is basically what I believe should be worth more than my fancy toys.
I really miss you, you know?
I don't know what you're doing right now.
But my chest hurts whenever I think of you texting them.
My heart aches when I think of you laughing about something that they said.
Even though I was first,
I knew that I wouldn't be the one.
However,
I'll still fight for you.
And help you.
No matter what.
I'll become your loyal dog.
