Like Daylight (Taylor swift imagines💅)

Hung my head as i lost the war (mom taylor)

Hey so I'm back again but like with zero inspiration and really bad writers block so I tried to write something just to break free from that it's a bit different from what I usually do hopefully u still like it and don't forget to comment and vote so I can know what u think. Love you lots
XOXO- ivy 🫶🏻
Warnings: mention of eating disorder
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Y/N's diary:
I never thought I had an eating disorder. I mean, sure, I had been struggling with my body image for a while, but I never thought it was anything serious. It wasn't until one day when I caught my mom, Taylor Swift, staring at me with a worried look on her face that I realized something was seriously wrong.

I had always been a huge fan of my mom's music and admired her for her talent and success, but I never realized just how much pressure she was under, both in her career and in her personal life. I guess I always just assumed she had it all together. I never wanted to add to her stress, so I kept my struggles to myself.

But that day, when she looked at me with concern etched into her features, I knew I couldn't hide it any longer. I thought I was doing a good job of masking my insecurities, but I guess a mother's intuition is hard to fool. She gently approached me and asked if we could talk. We sat down at the kitchen table, and she took my hands in hers. I could see the worry in her eyes, and it broke my heart.

"Honey, I've noticed that you've been struggling a lot with food and your body lately," she began, her voice filled with concern. "I know it's a tough thing to talk about, but I want you to know that I'm here for you. I'll always be here for you."

Tears filled my eyes as I realized that I couldn't keep pretending anymore. I poured my heart out to her, telling her about my struggles with food, my distorted body image, and the shame I felt for not being able to control it. She held me as I cried, and for the first time, I felt like I wasn't alone in this battle. She gently reassured me that it was okay to seek help and that I didn't have to fight this alone.

With her unwavering support, I began my journey to recovery. It wasn't easy – there were days when I wanted to give up, when the voices in my head screamed at me to go back to my old ways. But my mom was there every step of the way, offering a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen, and a comforting embrace when I needed it most. She also helped me find a therapist who specialized in eating disorders, and having her by my side during those difficult sessions made the process a little less daunting.

As I slowly began to find my way back to a healthier relationship with food and my body, I realized just how much my mom's love and support had meant to me. She had shown me that it was okay to be vulnerable, that asking for help didn't make me weak, and most importantly, that I was worthy of love and acceptance just as I am.

Throughout my recovery, my mom continued to be my rock. She would often share her own struggles with body image and the pressures of fame, reminding me that we were all human and that it was okay to have flaws. She made me feel seen and heard in a way that no one else could, and I will forever be grateful for her unwavering love and support.

Today, I can proudly say that I am in a much better place. I still have bad days, of course, but I now have the tools and support system to help me navigate through them. My mom has taught me that vulnerability is not a weakness, and that seeking help is a sign of strength. I know that I couldn't have done it without her, and I am forever grateful to have her as my mom. She's not just a superstar – she's my rock, my confidante, and my biggest supporter. And for that, I am eternally grateful.
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Aaaaaaaaaaah how excited is everyone for the new album I died dead when I found out . I really want to know what kind of music genre it's gonna be because it's giving off folklore vibes but maybe also reputation and midnights. But I also think this maybe something completely different like a complete genre shift again. But still I can't wait although I'm bit worried if she releases reputation Taylor's version anytime soon im gonna be in trouble as I don't have that much money left but oh well I've already gone through debt due to eras tour so as long as I don't have to spend as much as that again I'm sure I'll be fine.
Maybe.
Probably not.