The project that united us

Chapter 20

Monday quickly passed by and Tuesday morning was hard for me. I barely managed to get out of bed and be ready to go to school. Thankfully the first lesson was economics making it easy to sort of sleep through it and the teacher doesn't bother with anything, we mostly had to watch a video and answer some questions that likely we won't even check another day. Spanish was a nightmare. I wished to go to the restroom and never return to class, I did though go there in the middle of the lesson and spent some time there to fake that I was doing something while I was just avoid everything.

Lunch break was good. I bought the food from the cafeteria and I liked it which actually helped with my mood quite a bit. We had a math test next, I am slightly worried that I didn't do that well which is likely. Art was very nice. The classroom quiet and everyone doing their own thing. I sketched a bit but nothing much, wasn't feeling like doing it. Our English teacher of the last lesson of the day allowed us to go a bit earlier from her class. I was super happy to get home.

I made myself lunch and did the homework. Then texted my boyfriend and then my friends group chat. I took care of the dog and then continued texting. I miss mom. I also miss dad a bit actually. I have yet to see or even text him after I had gone to his place and met the girlfriend. I don't love being alone in the house. I know I have Abby but she isn't a human. I am going crazy. So I took a shower to try and wash of any bad thoughts that would come. That might have worked out. I am not sure. Eventually I ate the same thing as lunch and started to get ready to go to sleep. I got the things I needed for tomorrow like school notebooks and things. Made sure the uniform is prefect. Had to use a steamer to fix it a bit.

I was ready to go to sleep. The next morning I somehow woke up about twenty minutes earlier than my alarm. Got out of bed and ready for school. I took my backpack with me to the hallway that leads to the outside door. I placed it on the ground and walked to the kitchen to get some hot water and make myself a cup of coffee. Then while that was making I made myself handful of sandwiches that a few slices would be eaten right now and the rest would be packed for school lunch. Eventually I was fully ready and drove to school with my car. Somehow was able to find a spot in the school's parking lot. Then walked to my locker to drop off my coat and head towards the art classroom afterwards.

During the class we had to finish our drawings. I really liked mine. We were tasked to draw and paint something from nature, it could be something unrealistic as well. I remembered one of my travels with my family a few years back. Thankfully I had a photo taken from that place and I was able to reference it in the drawing itself. I think the teacher will like it. Next up was English. We planned our essays. It was fairly hard because I couldn't really think of anything on what to write even for a plan.

When I was getting out of the classroom, the same guy who told me to break up with Hunter bothered me again.

"He isn't good."

"Like I told you before. Leave us alone."

"You know how he is! He is aggressive."

"Hunter wasn't been in fights for handful of months now! So stop bothering us. Unless you have something else to say."

"I-I like you."

"Well I am sorry but I do not. I know you will find someone else." With that I sped up and walked to the cafeteria.

I was sitting with my friends. Hunter has yet to show up and he didn't text me that he wouldn't be here. I also had a weird feeling inside me. Something was off. I tried not to think about it and just finish my lunch. Something clicked inside my brain. After finishing the food I quickly got up and without saying anything I got up and speed walked out of the cafeteria to the quiet hallway. I walked trough some of the hallways and nothing. That reminded me that there is a place that is known for fights. Once I was very close to the place I heard pushing and yelling sounds.