Depressed star. ☆Tsukasa Tenma angst☆discontinued

Ch. 12. You aren't a Star anymore.

The last chapter was fluff so lets spice ir up 😈😈😈😈

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Rui then grabbed the cat and gently put it in his bag.

"Fufu! This will be a entertainer for our little audience!"

"Yeah.. it looks cute and probably can attract children." Nene said

Although, Tsukasa then came back to his thoughts.

"Erm... guys! When's the time of the performance?" Tsukasa asked.

"We'll be starting at... 1:30 pm." Rui answered.

"Okay then!!! I'll get ready and be there in no time!!! Ha ha ha ha ha!!"

"Fufu, that's our Tsukasa-kun."

They all finished eating and the bell rung.

"Uwaaah!!! So fast!! Bai bai guys!!!" Emu said and then she ran outta the school.

"Waah..! So fast..." Nene said.

"Bye guys!!! See you at performance!!"

""Bye bye." Nene said.

Rui putted on his natural catlike grin.

He wasn't really smiling on the inside.

He was really worried about Tsukasa.

He already told the other members and they were worried for him too.

After the rumors spread, Nene and Rui were worried about him.

They always heard the spreading rumors about Tsukasa in their class

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In class
Tsukasa was just doing normal things in class. Although, he was getting tired with all the jokes and laughs about him. His stomach yearned for food. He was not okay. He looked slightly skinny cause he wasn't eating. Nor he was sleeping too, he had eyebags and covered it up with makeup. He sometimes wanted to commit, but, his scaredness for disappearing made him still stay here.

Although, sometimes, he DOES want to disappear. It would be more calmer if he was alone Tsukasa thought.

But, he wouldn't leave anyone cause they'll get sad for him disappearing.

It would be his fault if his closest friends would get sad if he disappeared.

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His arms hurted. Sometimes, his arms would hurt too much. Even if it only was cut by a razor. He maybe did a little too much with the scars.

Tsukasa looked at his arms, revealing blood stained bandages.

He was gonna change the bandage later, so he could careless about that. Though, his arms smelled like fresh blood. Anyone near him would've smelled a slight blood scent.

They would notice it coming from Tsukasa, but it was Tsukasa so they cared less about him.

Rui pov

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There was a slight scent coming from Tsukasa-kun at the rooftop... it would smell like his arms are giving off a slight blood scent.

But i decided to stay quiet about that, although, i was worried for him. His arms never smelled like that.

The wind was covering Tsukasa-kuns blood scent. So only a slight blood scent was able to smell. But, if you were close to him. You would notice he smelled like fresh blood.

I hope Nene noticed it too... we together with Emu could help him to whatever is going on with him. I think the rumors of made him like this. He was sometimes much more quiet than usual.

I hope i can find out what's just happening to him.

Nene pov

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Tsukasa wasn't right today.... when he was walking with me he seemed a little quiet... i have gotten used to his yelling but hes now suddenly quiet..? Rui told me and Emu there is something wrong with Tsukasa... maybe cause of rumors..? He seemed a little weird...

I hope he's feeling atleast a bit better in class
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Tsukasa somehow still didn't seem better. He looked tired. He looked like he didn't sleep or eat in 3 days. He stayed up all night to perfect his performance and remember his lines. His lines seemed a little more than the others.
He didn't want to dissapoint anyone so he perfected the script and his acts.

He didn't want to dissapoint his fans. Especially Saki. She was his number one fan.

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Tired