Depressed star. ☆Tsukasa Tenma angst☆discontinued

Ch. 3. Memories from the past.

So.......... this chapter is only about Tsukasa's memories and past cause i'm lazy so.... yeah!
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"Saki!! Let's play twinkle twinkle little star together!!!"

Tsukasa said as he was running into Saki's room.

He opened the door and Saki was there, but she was limp, pale, and exhausted.

"Saki?! Are you okay?!"

"Yeah.. i'm fine... let's go play twinkle twinkle little star-"

"But Saki! You're so limp!!"

Both Mama and Papa came in and carried Saki into he car and went to the hospital again.

I realized how lonely it was again.

"What am i gonna do now...?"

Tsukasa decided to play the piano and play Twinkle Twinkle little Star.

"Saki... please get more better soon... i wish we can play more together."

Some tears welled up in his eyes but he didn't want to let them out.

"I'm such a useless brother for not taking care of Saki.."

I felt bored playing the piano and checked the fridge if there was any snacks left.

There was some chips, chocolate and gummy bears.

I decided to get some gummy bears and went into his room.

Was it really a room? It was only 3 walls on each side.

That doesn't really matter now.

I eated some gummybears while drawing on the floor.

I drew my whole family.

I writed "Please get better soon little sis... i'm really worried about you."

Tsukasa then decided to get some of his favorite plushies and play with them.

"Ha ha ha! I am the king of this castle and you all shall bow down!!!" I made the plushies go into a bowing down position.

"Muahahhahaha!!!!! I'll treat you people nice if you treat me nice!!!"

All of a sudden, it was so quiet if Tsukasa didn't talk. This made me feel more lonely.

"I'm really that loud am i?"

I got down stairs and decided to make an egg to fill himself up.

J tried getting a plate with a stool but still, he only could make it a bit.

I got a plate but it fell right beside him.

"Gah!" I literally flinched.

I now succesfully grabbed a plate and putted a egg on it.

I moved the stool, grabbed a broom and cleaned the mess he made.

Now,i finally got to eat the egg, but it didn't really make him full. But it was something, atleast.

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Tomorrow was my 8th birthday! I was really happy that tomorrow was his birthday!

"Mama, Papa! I'm gonna get the best present and day ever!!!"

My mom and dad chuckled hearing their child say that.

"Ofcourse! Mama and Papa will give you the best presents and day ever! Don't worry Tsukasa!"

It was another lie wasn't it? I should've seen this coming.

Saki was really sick today so Mama and Papa wont be able to celebrate my birthday.

Ooh! What's this? They left a sticky note on the fridge!

"I'm sorry we couldn't give you the best birthday ever Tsukasa.... There's a cake in the fridge so you could eat it. As we say again, we're sorry."

I grabbed the slice of cake and just used the cardboard to eat it instead of risking to drop a plate again.

I'll go to the living room and watch tv.

It was such a cold atmosphere at that time.

"I wish Saki didn't get sick so Mama, Papa, and Saki could just celebrate my birthday.."

I said as he was still watching tv.

I finished the slice of cake, throws away the cardboard and continues to watch tv.

The tv didn't felt interesting to me so, i turned off the tv, went upstairs to his room, and fell asleep.

I wish my Mama, Papa and Saki to celebrate my birthday.

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I love making memories from the past angst cause it makes my heart explode

I hope you ignore the writing mistakes