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Jungwon

I was beyond confused what just happened. I decided to just let it slide right now and give him some space as I packed my bag and went to go meet up with the gang at the lockers.


SOME HOT CRACKHEADS 🥵🥵


sheepwon

guys meet at lockers?

riki.jackson

SURE


the.betterpark

👍


mint.choco_lover

ok, jake and heeseung said yes as well.


...


"oh yeah guys have you seen jay?" "nope" "me neither" "jungwon weren't you with jay?" "I don't know when he woke up he suddenly ran off" I was about to continue until heeseung blurted out something "I saw him exiting the bathroom and he looks dead," *everyone* "WHAT?!" "I mean not literally like his face is pale, he is just emotionless ya know" he replied eating from his cup ramyeon, "HEY WERE DID YOU GET THAT FROM GIVE ME" jake immediately saw the cup and tried grabbing it away from heeseung.

'not until you give me a kiss yunnie' heeseung whispered into jake's ear with a raspy voice as jake turned beet red. "YOI WE ALL HEARD THAT!" that kid niki thankfully did something helpful and removed the sexual tension coming from them.

"PDA!!" sunoo screeched, "ok guys but what happened to jay?" sunghoon asked me, "i'm not so sure...but he kept on repeating to me 'don't you think i'm disgusting like what the others do?' and he ran off" I shrugged.

 "wait wait wait..WAIT WAIT" "WHAT JUST SAY IT BITCH" "sunki is bickering again," jake sighed "SHUT THE FUCK UP JAKE YOU CAN'T TALK WHEN YOU ARE ALL SHY WITH YOUR SEUNGIE" "WHAT DID YOU SAY?" "oh?" heeseung raised is eyebrows as he stared at jake, "OK GUYS STOP I ACTUALLY HAVE THIS THEORY" sunoo interrupting the chaos, "ok what is it sir 🤓☝️" niki rolled his eyes, "JUST SAY IT BITCH" I said,

"do you guys perhaps think that he has some troubles at home..? because he did specifiy 'like what everyone thinks'" sunoo said, "wait I think you are on to something, but we can't be that certain, we should keep an eye on him for now though" I sighed as my thoughts were spinning.


...

/t.w/ SELF HARM ⚠️⚠️


Jay

I ran back to my dorm and locked myself in the bathroom, I looked at the glistening blades on the sink counter, oh the sweet feeling if i could just end my life in peace, I took one of the blades and stared at it until I started scraping it against my skin. I winced in pain as I continued, creating my art piece as the glistening blood dripped down on my arm.

*BANG BANG* 

I got back to my senses as I shoved the blades back in the cabinet and hid my arms with my sleeves. "WHAT IS IT???" "JAY-AH YOU GOOD?" "SUNGHOON HOW THE FUCK DID YOU GET IN?" "THAT DOESNT MATTER NOW SO OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR BITCH" 

I sighed as I twisted the metal door knob and opened my door, just to see everyone else looking at me. "uhhh what are you humans doing here?" "EXCUSE ME?! YOU LITERALLY MADE US SO WORRIED!" "wha-" "why did you suddenly run off?" I turned my head to see jungwon's piercing gaze on me "I-" "it's fine if you are not comfortable with saying it"  oh god that soothing voice... "WAIT WHAT JAY WHAT ARE YOU THINKING" i accidentally blurted out, "what the fuck?" niki just side-eyed me,

"o-oh my bad" I mentally cringed at myself for stuttering, "HEY GUYS HOW ABOUT WE DO A MOVIE NIGHT!" jake shouted out (a/n: SHOUT OUT) heeseung chuckled as he stared at jake with adoration in his eyes, "heeseung you love jake that much do you, hey?"  why do I keep blurting my thoughts out , 

"SEE SOMEONE AGREES WITH ME YOU GUYS SHOULD JUST DATE ALREADY!!"

 "FOR REAL"

 "SHUT UP SUNKI WHY DON'T YOU TWO DATE?" 

"GUYS DON'T FORGET ABOUT JAYWON!"

 "WHO THE FUCK IS JAYWON"

 "ITS YOU AND JAY" 

"wha-" 

"GUYS ARE WE DOING THE MOVIE NIGHT OR NOTTTT" sunghoon was definitely pissed.

"OK OK FOR FUCKS SAKE, GUYS WE MEET UP AT JAY'S DORM AGAIN AT 6PM OK?"

"wait why my dor-"

"because yes ok now BYE GUYS" 

and with that everyone left except for a certain alpha male.." what are you doing here? don't you still have to get ready?" I was confused as I pouted, "eh..I just feel like staying here it's comfortable,"  "all dorms are the same tho-"  "shhh" jungwon tried to silence me putting his finger on my lips, "but-" "SSHSHSH" "aishhh that annoying cat what is he even doing? meditating? pfft" "I HEARD THAT" "WELL NO SHIT SHERLOCK" I fought back, but suddenly I felt a pair of arms grab my waist and pin me down on the couch.

"giving me the attitude now huh?" jungwon's raspy voice made me crazy, my body felt hot as our phermones were being released into the air, "i-" 

"AHHAAAH BITCH I'M THE FIRST ONE HE-oh," sunghoon just stared at me and jungwon, "oh sorry did i cockblock you guys?" he teased while he wiggled his eyebrows and ran off to tell everyone else. "WAIT NO ELSA- I MEAN SUNGHOON!" I glared at jungwon and puffed my cheeks "look what you did now wonnie" jungwon chuckled as I just tilted my head confused, "aigooo it's fine, you were enjoying it as well" "what do you me-" "up-up-up-up" "ISHH" I threw a pilow at jungwon's face so he could get off me.


...


Jungwon

"THE GANG GANG IS HERE" 

jay still looked flustered, ish why does he have to be so cute


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a/n: i dont know how i feel about this book, this was a short chapter, oh well


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