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29

Me,Jordan and Archer headed to the bar to have fun.

I had to admit I haven't had fun in weeks.

It wouldn't hurt to have fun.

We walked out as we walked outside.

It was getting a little dark as the stars were shining.

I noticed Jordan slowly holding my hand thinking I wouldn't notice.

In fact,I did notice.

I didn't let go.
I held her hand too.

We walked in as people were drinking and dancing.

Reminding me of me and Ellie dancing together.

Fuck it hurts.

"You want to grab a drink?"Jordan looks at me.

"Sure"I smile at her not letting her hand go.

She leads me to the drinks as she orders.
"What do you want?"She asks.
"Beer".
To be honest I had no Idea of alcohol.

"You are definitely something"she smirks.

I couldn't help but get shy as I ran my fingers through my hair.

Jordan handed me the beer as we watched Archer flirt with a man.

"He's seriously gonna hook up with him"Jordan says with her deep voice.

"That's so Archer"I giggle.

I drank my beer as I felt like I needed more.

"I want another beer Jor"I say smiling.

"Are you sure?"She asks me with concern.

"Yes".

She handed me another beer as I sighed.
The music changed into a more catchy tone as people gathered around to dance.
Jordan smirked at me.
"No."I say coldly.
"But I didn't even ask yet"she pouts.
"I already knew what you were gonna do"I roll my eyes.
"Oh cmon,please Bri?"she begs as she holds my hands.
I sigh.
She pulled me in as she put my hands around her neck and wrapped her hands around my waist.
I stared into her eyes as the deja vu hits.

"I can't dance"she blushed.

"Don't worry"I took her hand as we walked to the dance floor.

Ellie wrapped her arms around my waist as I wrapped mine around her neck.

We both looked into eachothers eyes.

"So.."I said nervously.

"So?"she tilted her head.

"I-"

Suddenly Ellie kissed me on the lips.
Her lips were soft as she kisses me passionately.
She pulls away as she blushed unable to explain what just happened.

Fuck.

No I can't do this..
I let go of Jordan as I stutter.
"L-Listen I-I'm sorry.."I start to tear up.
"Brianna are you okay?"she looks at me with a worried face.

"I-I can't do this.."I stutter.
"It's okay,you don't have to dance,go sit down I'll bring you water"she sets me down on a chair as she goes to get water.

Control yourself.

I rub my head trying to process what just happened.
It feels like Ellie is here..
You idiot...

"Are you okay?"
A familiar voice asked behind me.
Wait..

I turned around as I saw Ellie standing behind me..
She looked the same..
Her green eyes and her short Auburn hair..
This time her hair wasn't tied up.
She was wearing a flannel with jeans and black boots.
She had a bruise on her left cheek and her fingers...
She lost 2 fingers...

I slowly blink at her as she looks at me in silence.

"I can't deal with this shit great I'm hallucinating"I hit my head.

"You are not."she looks at me weirdly.

Oh fuck...
I started to tremble..
That little shit forgot what happened that day.

I get up and run away.
She takes my hand pulling me onto her.
Her body pressed onto mine making me look into her eyes.
"Ellie don't-"I began to cry.
"Brianna I'm so sorry.."she runs her fingers through my hair.
"Dont you fucking touch me!"I push her away as the people in the bar looked at us.

"I don't ever talk to me ever again,you understand? Leave"I yell.

She looks at me with disappointment in her eyes.

I can't believe I'm doing this..

"Right.."she looked away as she walked out.

I hugged my body sighing.
Jordan came up to me putting her hand on my shoulder.
"Woah what happened..? Are you alright?"

"I'm fine"I say with a cold tone.