✦ MANEATER

volume 1 💋 chapter 11

Okay maybe I should have told him I'm not totally cool with horror but, I thought how bad could it be? It was bad. At least I finished the breakfast he made before it got to any really scary scenes.

Although if I was alone, I'd hate these scenes. Id be turning the TV off and having nightmares. But no, in this case, when there's a scene I don't particularly like, I get the chance to sneak deeper into Joker's embrace and deeper into the blanket.

It's comfortable.

Physical touch and quality time is my love language in a way, I've just come to figure that out. But I also adore acts of service so I wouldn't say I stick to just one love language.

"You want me to turn it off?" He leaned down , his husky voice whispering in my ear. There was a hint of genuine concern in his voice, and I don't want to worry him, not today. He's always fighting and always training, I want today to be relaxing and worry free for him.

I shook my head and told him it was okay.

Later though, he noticed that I was indeed not okay, but that worked out in my favour. He wrapped his arms tighter around my waist and my face was now practically buried into his chest, the blankets on top of us. Joker turned himself into my personal bed at this point.

So I made the most out of this. I got comfortable and shifted around to get used to his big body and find the most comfortable position to lay on, which was hard since there was so many.

"Hey" he whispered down at me "don't move around like that"

I looked up at him and raised an eyebrow, not understanding what he meant.

"Stay. Still."

His voice was firm but I heard the shakiness he attempted to hide.
And then I felt it.

I felt the reason he told me to stay still. He probably thinks I did this on purpose, I mean if it was the me from 6 months ago it would've been on purpose , I'm familiar with this tactic. But I was comfortable with him, I didn't mean it.

Not that I'm complaining though.

He's big.

"It wasn't on purpose by the way, you're comfortable to lay on that it's hard for me to find just one position to lay on" I couldn't help but smile to myself while explaining "promise"

"I know" he said calmly.

"What do you mean you know?"

He sat up and paused the movie , I was now sitting directly on his lap and I felt my stomach do a cartwheel, this all happened in one swift movement. He wrapped his hands around my waist and softly looked down at me. "I know you're comfortable with me. I have no idea what happened to you since we met but you are a bit different from before."

I forgot how perceptive he was, really. I smiled and wrapped my arms over his shoulders around his neck "I didn't think it was that obvious" I said as a small smile appeared on his lips as he responded,

"It isn't. I just know you."

He's right.

He's actually tried to get to know me. We met countless times and never had sex. He always asked questions about me, what I liked what I hated. I'm so used to guys not caring about that when it comes to me that I didn't notice until now just how important this was.

Then Wooin came to mind.
What do I think of him right now?

I'll think about that another time, I'm with Joker today and I should focus on him, he's right in front of me with his messy hair and a small cute smile on his face. And it's not everyday you see Joker smile. It's a treasure really.

The room was dim and the light from the TV is really low, I want to kiss him. Not because he's hard right now and I'm sitting on him. But because I'm so happy because of him right now and I need to show it.

I don't think twice and slowly lean closer to him, a smile appearing on my face when I see him move closer too. I close the gap and connect my lips with his soft warm ones.

Sure we kissed earlier today, but there's nothing wrong with doing it again, specially at a moment like this. And just like before, kissing him felt natural and intimate, it felt like all the feelings built up in my heart were being sent directly into his heart, in the pure form of a kiss.

I know he felt the same.

But his desire started becoming harder to hide.

"Y/n.." he mumbled into the kiss.

"Shh I know" his bulge was poking more and more into me and quite literally about to burst, it was begging to get out of his pants.

He gripped my waist and rocked my hips back and forth, not breaking out of the kiss. His hard erection rubbed my clit through my clothes and I just know I'm soaked by now. "Fuck" he groans and moans into the kiss, he lets one hand go off my waist and grips my hair , he slides his tongue in my mouth and I moan into his due to the sudden action.

"Please" I gasp, I wanted to take off my clothes and feel him directly, I wanted more and more from him. It was unhealthy, everytime he touched me I wanted more and grew more addicted.. I never needed anyone this badly before.

He breaks off the kiss and looks at my messy and horny state "'Please' ?" He said in a mocking tone, his eyes now locked with mine, his lips curled and he said

"It's not fitting of a princess to beg."

Now that was a line I never heard before. Ever.
But I like it.

I missed being praised and worshipped.

He's right, I'm a princess I don't need to beg for what I want, when I can just take it and make it mine.

Joker must have noticed the change in my expression because he let go off of me and layed down on the couch.

"Do whatever you want with me, princess."