Demetri and I had spent quiet a long time getting to know each other and he had learned the reasoning behind my butterfly tattoo.
we packed up and shipped what items of mine I wanted to keep before I sold the rest along with my house since I had shipped my car off with my other belongs.
when it was time for me to go I told the Cullens bye and that I hope they aren't gonna be strangers and not contact me or come visit.
Now here I sit with Demetri on the flight to my new home.
"You know I haven't told you this and its in associated with the butterfly ordeal. but whenever I was carefree before meeting you, I always would slip away to a dream world that I thought I fantasized or made up never knowing the person in my escape reality world was real. I mean for the longest time I never saw his face or heard his voice but then I met the Cullens and when we were talking about the Volturi and the Elite guards your name was said and they told me about you it seemed like things clicked into place. but the minute I saw your face my made up reality or what I thought to be made up became real. cause the one who was showing me love and everything was you." I explained
"I had the same thing happen to me only when I was alone and not doing my job I would see a beautiful girl with multicolor hair being carefree but her face wasn't ever clear till the moment I saw you and then it became crystal clear," he says
"That's so incredible," I say
"it is" he agreed
We got to talking some more before I fell asleep laying my head on his shoulder.
I couldn't believe I was living in the States and gonna move to Italy to live with vampires.
My momma always told me when I get a once in a lifetime opportunity to take it before I regret it later on in life. that it doesn't matter if others think or believe its stupid as long as I feel that its right. and that deep in my heart I had a longing or great feeling that I should just go with it.
which is what has happened since seeing and meeting Demetri.