Since learning the truth about me not cheating Demetri has tried to apologize but has been going about it the wrong way.
he's not tried talking to me, he's been having lower guards come to speak on his behalf or he has them give me expressive things.
but I tell them to take them back to him and tell him I don't want them they are not wanted nor needed.
I'm nearly about to pop and I am scared that the venom won't take and I'll not be able to see my baby and be able to experience being a mother.
Marcus has tried his best to assure me that the venom will take and I'll be perfectly fine. heck even when I slip away to my carefree world and my mother comes to visit me and tries to ease my fears it does very little.
I guess it's just a simple waiting game to see if I'll actually be able to see my baby or not.
At the moment I'm sitting here talking with my baby telling them how I hope to be able to experience being their mother and to experience watching them grow.
"if you're a boy I'll name you Darius Savelina & if you're a girl I'll name you Serafina Savelina," I say
right after I said that it seemed like they were ready to come into this world.
I couldn't do anything but scream and whoever was nearby came crashing into my room and scooped me up and before rushing off with me.
I was begging them to save my baby and to not let them die or suffocate.
"its a girl" someone says
"Serafina" I muttered before everything went black.
it wasn't too long before I felt like someone just ignited my whole body on fire. and no matter how much I tried to scream nothing came out.
so I had to suffer from the burning feeling that was through my whole entire body.
When I woke I could see the world in a whole new light.
"finally my love you're awake"
I looked and seen Demetri
"why are you here. didn't you cause me enough pain as a human you want to make sure I feel it as a vampire?" I asked
"I'm sorry" he says
I scuffed before I got up and looked at myself in the mirror taking in my new appearance before I left Demetri where he was and followed the sound of a heartbeat hoping it was to Serafina.
"wait your not ca..."
I pushed Demetri off me and he went flying.
"you'll remember to never try and keep my baby from me. or next time you'll go through the wall" I say before I walked into the room where I seen my daughter sleeping.
"she's beautiful" I say
"she is my dear" Marcus says
"is she ok?" I asked
"perfectly" he replied
I smiled as I walked up to the crib and softly creased my daughter's cheek. watching her move and curl up close to my touch.
"now I know what my mother talked about when she said the first time you meet your child you'll fall in love with them" I say
"she sounded like a very smart woman" he says
"she was and its who my daughter is named after" I say
I didn't take my eyes off my daughter the whole time I spoke.
"well then its very suiting" Marcus says
I nodded my head before removing my hand and just standing there watching her sleep.
"are you hungry?" Marcus asked
"no. I'm not" I say
"well when you are be sure you let me know" he says
"I will. thank you so much for everything" I say finally looking over at him
he smiled
"you are very welcome" he says before taking his leave.
