mine // j.g

Chapter 18

unedited like every single other chapter lol fuck me I'm such a terrible person.

_______

"Why'd you do it?" I asked Felix curiously.

He struggled to sit up, wincing in pain as he pat the spot next to him gently. I walked over to him not hesitating and leaned my head gently on his shoulder, exhausted from today's events.

"Jack and I have a long, terrible past," he started " he was one of my best friends all throughout middle and high school and one year this gorgeous girl came to Omaha. She had moved here from California and she was just amazing. Her name was Elena and she was everything you would want in a girl and more. Anyways, Jack and I both took interest to her and it just ended badly. Jack hated me after she chose me and I couldn't live like that anymore"

"But why'd you need me?"

"Jack loves and cares about you so much Molly. He'd do anything for you and I'm not over exaggerating. He may do stupid shit but at the end of the day it's you he wants more than anything" Felix mumbled.

"Ok Molly I didn't know what to g-" Jack stopped looking at me and Felix together. Whatever light that was on inside Jack was now off. I've never seen him so sad or broken or...lost.

"Jack it's not what it looks like I promise"

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU MOLLY? LOOK AT WHAT HE DID TO YOU! OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES YOU STUPID BITCH YOU MUST BE RETARDED" Jack yelled "AND YOU" he pointed to Felix "HOW DARE YOU?! YOU CANT HAVE HER SHES MINE, YOU DONT GET THIS ONE OK YOUVE DONE ENOUGH JUST DO US ALL A FAVOR AND DIE IN THIS HOSPITAL" he finished.

"JACK" I yelled "HOW DARE YOU, GET OUT"

"FINE" he stormed out of the hospital room, slamming the door so hard the glass window shattered. I bit my lip struggling to fight back the tears forming in my eyes.

"Molly you should go home"

"No" I wiped my eyes "No I'm gonna stay here and I'm gonna help you ok" I forced a smile nodding at him.

"Molly" Felix started "please go home I'll be ok"

I nodded grabbing my bag and hugging him before walking out of the room and into the hallway where I stopped abruptly, looking down at the stalky frame in the chair in front of me.

"Molly-"

"I don't want to hear it Jack"

"No baby please"

"Stop. Do you know what you just did? You wished death upon someone" by now I was crying, but I didn't stop talking "Jack why would you do that, he's my friend, I don't care what he did, people make mistakes and you should never wish death upon anyone. by the way you if you think I'm a stupid bitch then maybe you should date someone else, maybe that girl from the yesterday will suffice" I looked him in the eyes waiting for a response.

He opened his mouth and searched my face for something other than anger. His hands found their way to my cheeks and his thumbs wiped under my eyes, and kissed my forehead. I took his hands in mine and removed them from my cheeks.

"You just don't have an excuse"

"Molly, I love you princess. You just said people make mistakes baby I made a mistake and I'm sorry" Jack looked so terribly sad.

"It's just a break ok, we're taking a break"

"Molly please don't, I'm a wreck without you, you know that"

"Jack summer is almost over anyways. I'm going to New York, that's really far away. You'll be off doing bigger and better things than me and you'll be with too many girls to even remember to text me goodnight. It's a good thing you fucked up again because now it's not as hard saying goodbye."

"This is not goodbye"

I sadly smiled at Jack, beginning to walk to the stairs.

"Molly just" Jack turned me around and pressed his lips roughly on mine, his cheeks wetting mine as he put every feeling he had in the kiss. "I love you baby"

I smiled, swallowing the lump in my throat and continued to walk outside, where I broke down in a cab, hyperventilating like a crazy person. I took out my phone and called Sarah hoping she could find her way home by the time I got there.

"Hey Mols! Everything ok?"

"S-Sara-h Jack and I b-b-broke up a-nd"

Sarah stopped me mid sentence.

"Shhhh Molly it's ok don't talk about it I'm coming home with everything you'll need just sit tight bestie" I nodded even though she couldn't see me and I hung up continuing to sob as the poor driver dropped me off. I got out of the car and didn't make it but a few steps before I fell helplessly to the ground. Everything dropped from my hands and I pulled my knees up to my chest, hyperventilating as I realized what was happening.

"Jesus Christ Molly are you ok?" Sebastion ran out and kneeled down next to me.

"J-J-Jack and I b-roke u-up" I sobbed into my brothers shoulder.

"That son of a bitch I'll kill him" Sebastion mumbled clenching his fist. "Mol, come on let's go inside" he said picking me up and carrying me inside, and upstairs to my bedroom.

"Sarah should be here soon Molly, I'll be in my room if you need me ok" he said as he passed me an over sized t-shirt (Jack's) which only made me cry harder, and walked out of the room, and into his. I changed into the t-shirt and got in bed, getting my laptop and watching New Girl.

"MOLLY" I heard Sarah shout from downstairs.

"SARAH" I sobbed, hoping my voice would lead her up here.

"Oh god Molly" she set everything down and say next to me giving me a hug, cradling my head "what has he done to you?"

_____

I'm a terrible person. this is so bad I just wanted to update. Anyways Jolly or Mack, whatever you decided to call them is over :( but is it really the end 😈