mine // j.g

Chapter 21

I walked off the bus for a breath of fresh air and was immediately surrounded by screams and shouts of girls from 12-22. I pulled a box of Marlboro out of my pocket and took one out tilting my head to the side and lighting it. I inhaled the tobacco and slowly exhaled trying to enjoy it.

I started walking around the fences talking to a few fans, some nice, some rude and towards the end I met these extremely sweet two girls, Veronica and Fiona.

As the crowd started clearing out, I invited them onto the bus. Everyone was in the main area in the front of the bus talking to one another, all stopping to look at us as we entered the bus.

"Don't worry they're cool guys" I laughed.

"Uh Mol, I don't think they're so concerned about us" Veronica whispered.

"Molly can you talk for a second it's important" Sarah got up and grabbed my arm taking me to the bunks.

"What's going on?" I questioned.

"Madison and Jack had a fight earlier...about you. She was yelling at him about how he "shouldn't be hooking up with sluts when he's got the best piece of ass in LA" then he got pissed and told her if she ever talked about you like that again she could take her ass and stay the fuck away from him because you're a lifetime better than her" she choked out in one breath.

I stood still for a second before a mixture of anger and frustration washed over me. "WHY DOES HE GET TO DO THIS? JUST AS IM GETTING OVER HIM ANF MOVING ON WITH MY LIFE HE DOES THIS?! WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS?" I stormed out of the bunk area and over to where Jack was standing and slapped him as hard as I could. For a few seconds it felt good but then it was gone and my hand shattered into a million pieces.

"MOTHER FUCKER" I yelled holding my hand and bending towards the floor. Sam got up from his previous spot on the couch and got some ice for my hand sitting me down at the table we had in the kitchen area.

Jack sat on the floor screaming and holding his face.

"WHAT THE FUCK MOLLY"

"WHY? WHY DO YOU THINK ITS OK FOR YOU TO SQUEEZE YOUR WAY BACK INTO MY LIFE WHEN I JUST STARTED GETTING OVER YOU YOU INCONSIDERATE BITCH" I was crying now mostly from my hand but also because Jack makes me so mad I can't even see straight. Everyone was quiet while Jack and I just stared at each other. "Sam I need you to take me to the hospital" I sniffles and walked with sam off the bus.

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"Well it's not broken but it is fractured, so you'll need to wear a splint but you'll only need to keep it on for a few days. How did this happen again?"

"She bitch slapped her ex" Sam spoke up, a sly smirk on his face. The nurse laughed and the doctor just stood there emotionless before leaving to go get the material he needs to set my finger.

Sam's phone started ringing and he left the room to answer so I was left with just he nurse who looked like she hasn't been working here long.

"What'd he do?" she spoke up while scribbling something down on her clipboard.

"He's making me fall in love with him again" I sighed leaning back onto the hospital bed.

"Dick"

"Tell me about it"

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By the time we got back it was around ten and the boys had a show tomorrow. Everyone was there except for Jack and Madison, they were all huddled on the long sectional watching some movie.

"Sam I'm really tired but I'm not in the mood to sleep alone can you lie with me at least until I fall asleep?"

"Of course"

We sneaked past everyone and went to the bunk area. I tried to be quiet as I undressed but kept tripping over things. It was too dark to see my bag and I figured Jack and Madison were here so I didn't want to wake them by trying to find it.

"Sam" I whispered.

"Yeah?"

"Can I borrow a t-shirt? I'll give it back tomorrow"

"Yeah" he tossed me a plain black t-shirt before climbing into my bunk. I slid the shirt over my head and went in after him, closing the curtain.

"Goodnight Molly" he whispered snaking his arm around my waist.

"Night"

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I woke up at 2:57 and groggily walked to the bathroom. I always had to pee at this time of night, morning, whatever you wanna call it. Whether it was 2:50 or 3:00 I was always up peeing.

I finished, washed my hands and walked out of the bathroom walking into a wall, no not a wall, a person, my least favorite person on the bus.

"How's your hand?"

"Fine. How's your face?"

"Bruised but fine"

I scoffed and rolled my eyes, getting more annoyed at the fact that I knew he couldn't see me.

I pushed past him wanting to get back to my bed so badly when I was stopped, like I always am, by his hand tightly wrapped around my arm. Although this time he didn't give me a whole speech about how he was sorry and how much he loved me. Instead he kissed my temple, said he's sorry and he'll leave me alone.

I stood there for awhile thinking about how I wish he would talk to me for 15 minutes about how much he loved me and how much I wanted him to keep fighting for me but someone can only fight so hard right.

I turned around and went back to sleep thinking about jacks actions and words and how nice it felt for him to kiss me like that, even if it was just a lingering temple kiss it was still the most sensational feeling I've ever felt.

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sorry for spelling mistakes im tired