Raven's Pov
Today is May 22 and I'm waiting for my water to break. Ryan packed me a bag. I'm really greatful to have him in my life. I was lying across Ryan's lap and he was looking down at me."Are you excited?"
I smiled "Yeah I'm really excited I get to be a mom and most importantly keep hoes away from my son."
He shook his head "I'll help with that one."
"My water could break any moment now."
"Is it a good idea to still be laying on me?"
I rolled my eyes and got up off of him. I walked out the living room with him following behind me. "Babe wait I didn't mean it like that."
I turned "Yeah well it hurt."
"You can lay on me babe I don't care."
"No obviously you do because it's gross if my water breaks on you."
"Look at me. I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt your feelings.""Do you love me Ryan?"
He shook his head "Of course I do. With everything in me."
I smiled "Sure you do. Show me then."
He walked closer to me and looked down at me then kissed me. It was really deep. He sucked on my neck and kissed it causing me to moan.
I spoke in a shaky voice "I-I get it you love me."
He pulled away smirking "Wait til your body goes back to it's natural state you me are gonna have a lot of fun when Robert is asleep."
I bit my lip and looked down "Fuck my water broke."
Ryan grabbed my bag and then my hand and we walked out the door into my car. He drove to the hospital in a matter of 10 minutes even with me screaming.
We got in the hospital and a nurse rushed over with a wheelchair. She wheeled me into my room and told me the doctor would be in right away.
Ryan held my hand "This is it Raven."
I looked at him "I'm scared because it's going to hurt."
He kissed my forehead "You'll do fine."
The doctor came in "I think we're all ready to start pushing don't ya think?"
I looked at her worried "What about pain killers?"
She smiled "Too far into your dilation sweetheart."
I put my head against the pillow "Looks like I have to do this the hard way."
She gave me a sly smile "Are you ready? On the count of three your gonna push as hard as you can."
"1...2..3...push."
I pushed as hard as I can and it hurt a lot. Ryan grabbed my hand and rubbed it "It's going to be okay."
I glared at him "Shut the hell up dude."
"Now breathe."
I took in a deep breath and on the count of three I pushed again.
20 minutes later
I was holding my baby in my hands his eyes were brown just like Jake. Then all of a sudden memories flowed back into my mind.I smiled at Ryan "He's adorable."
He shook his head "Yeah. He looks like you."
I smiled "Hey Ryan?"
He looked at me "Yeah?"
"I love you. Sorry about what I said earlier "
He shook his head "It's okay I know you were in pain."
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A/N- Well damn Raven just tell your fiance to shut the hell up that's so nice of you. Lol. Sorry I took forever to update this chapter is really crappy but I'm on vacation I'll update soon I promise.