Silence

Chapter-14

Hi guys I hope all are doing good... and i wish you Happy Vaishaka Panchami and happy Valentines day...

I hope you all will find your love... and who doesn't just enjoy your bachelor days... and who went through break up... enjoy your freedom...once again...

But i wish everyone is happy... don't let your emotions over power you...because you are the ruler here not your emotions.. so be strong stay focused..

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Pragna's Pov,

I am really a pathetic person... how stupidly i believed in practical things.. my granny is always correct human is full of emotions and feelings.. if a human doesn't have any emotions then what's the difference between a machine and human... god gave humans to feel emotions and be kind towards everyone... but what i did.. i ignored my parents feelings, i ignored my granny's words... and the most cruelest thing i did was i ignored him.. i ignored his feelings.. his love... his sincerity... why i am like this... why... 

i am sitting in my room in new house of my parents where they living from past two years... It's kind of small compared to previous mansion.. but there are still so many guest rooms... After the biggest blow in my life i learned so many things... it's been a week since granny left me in this lonely world... i still can't take that my granny is not any more... i am holding  my childhood album where granny and grandpa holding me with so much love.... after coming from granny funeral i am totally devasted... i was admitted in hospital for two days... now i am physically ok... but i still need time to control myself from bursting into tears... whenever i see some things belongs to my granny i can't help myself to stop crying... tears will just flow down... just like now how i made my whole beautiful album into to a tears lake... i cleaned my face with towel and got up from bed... and went towards balcony... i still remember the day when i went to US... 

Flashback...........

my exams for 7th sem is nearing and i am very busy with my project and studies.. after my passport verification i came back to college i felt so guilty for my behavior... not to feel guilty i told myself a hundred times that i am not the one who told him to love me... i artificially made myself not to think about him... but after i came to college i called varun bhai to know his condition... and bhai said he is fine... i took a breath... he never called me after i came to college.. i always waited for his call but some part me know that he won't call me again.. but some part of me is waiting for his call everyday... but i decided to come out of my delusion... i concentrated on my studies and i made myself busy with my laptop... which the best distraction in whole world for me... 

After my sem exams i went to attend IELTS exam and also GRE exams.. but this time i stayed in my family's hotel.. because i don't want to see him and dwell on my emotions.. so i decided to avoid him completely and make my self strong...  after my exams i also got my VISA then i went to my granny's house.. she already had passport so no problem... i told my granny that i want to take divorce from him... although my granny tried to make me understand how important marriage in life.. but my stubbornness is mine.. i didn't back off.. so she told me she will sent the layer about our separation. 

the winter holidays are not many so soon i went back to college and got busy in my studies and part time online internship.. i also selected the top colleges to do my MS... finally i came back to Hyderabad to leave for US... along with my granny... my granny prepared the divorce papers and asked me to sign the documents.. i was so nervous and my heart beating crazily like there is no tomorrow... i was so scared on that time.. i am taking a biggest decision in my life... but i closed my eyes and signed the documents..