THE ROOKIE ONE SHOTS

random one shot

Started writing: feb 13 22:22

Finished writing: feb 14 09:43

Im sorry if i make u cry i did cry

Lucy was sitting in bed it was 2 days after the funeral

6 days since he died

and 1 year and 2 months since she last saw tim

She only left the house for groceries,

grey let her stay home for as long as she needed.

She missed her son the light in her life, she felt like she wanted to die

The thoughts of going back to work made her feel so sick

She called her therapist it has been a few months since she last saw her but lucy thought maybe just maybe it can help

She had an apointment the next day she didnt want to go but she had to

**************6 days ago***********

Lucy-come lucas we have to get you to daycare

Her son made little giggling sounds as lucy picked him up she got their bags and loaded them into the car she put her son in the car seat

They were driving out of their garage when someone started shooting at her she couldnt protect her son they shot him he was dead

lucy cried no,no this couldnt be happening not after she almost lost everything

lucy called grey told him what happend they got lucy tot he hospital she was okay she didnt get hit but mentally she was not okay she felt like she wanted to grab all the medicine in that room and take it so she would die she didnt wanna live everything was taken away from her ashley took tim and some other family kojo and now some random dude took her son

her and tims son he didnt even know he had a son she felt so sick

*******back to now*******

At the terapists

Dr.liz-so how are you feeling lucy?

Lucy-can i lie?

Dr.liz-its not the best option from what i heard i want to give you some medication im not sure i fit could help but maybe?

Lucy-at this point ill try anything

Dr.liz-okay i will see you next week just go tot he front desk give them this paper they will give you the medication okay?

Lucy- thankyou
Dr.liz no worries

Lucy left the therapist with the medication
She called grey she needed a distraction time to face work

Grey-hey lucy

Lucy-im ready

Gre-you sure

Lucy-yes sir

Grey-okay lucy see you soon

Lucy was not okay no one noticed one night lucy found herself staring at the bottles of medication she drove tot he station she had a day off but she was done just done

Lucy- sir can i talk to you

Grey- something wrong lucy?

Lucy-im very sorry but im here to tell you im quitting being a police officer

Grey-okay lucy if its what you want

It was NOT what she wanted but deep inside she knew it was better to stop than accedently kill someone on the job