THE ROOKIE ONE SHOTS

i want to stop(and never feel again)

Lucy layed in bed

She failed the detectives exam

Tim broke up with her

Tamara had moved out

She was alone

Well she wasnt but she did feel like it

With celina moving in it was not super quiet wich she liked

Lucy sat on the couch afain in the therapists office

She called 2 days ago wanting an appointment, but now that she was here she regretted it

"Why are you here lucy" her therapist asked

"I dont know, i wanna die" lucy says immedeatly regrettibg the words after she said it "no wait umg no-"

"Lucy, i think you and i both know what that means"

"And what id i refuse"

"Im gonna have to contact your boss to put you on leave, because right now woth what i see i dont think its safe"

"Fine" lucy said annoyed "i will start taking my medication again, can i go?"

"I will see you next week lucy" her therapist said as lucy walked out of her office

As soon as lucy left the therapist grabbed her laptop and began typing

From: Lucystherapist@therookie
To: WadeGrey@sargent.lapd

Hello sir,

Officer lucy chen is in therapy with me she just discussed some stuff with me where i dont think its a smart idea to have her on the street

She told me she wanted to kill herself
I have given her medication but im not very sure its going to help lucys situation

Thought u should know

From: WadeGrey@sargent.lapd
To:lucystherapist@therookie

Hello luxys therapist

Thank you for letting me know
This is a seeious thing i will place her on leave with giving me her gun for safety

Wde grey lapd

As soon as grey saw lucy enter the building he called her to his office

"Dir?" Lucy asked confused

"I need you to give me your gun" grey said with no emotion "and after you are going home and i wont see you back here until i get an email from your therapist saing you are good to be on the streets with a gun"

"Sir its not fair, im fine"

"Chen no discusion"

"FINE! I will give you my badge im gonna wmpty my locker"

"Officer chen"

"Im no longer a cop sir so its just chen"

After that lucy went to the lockerroom and took everything out of her locker and left when she arrived at her appartment she grabbed her laptop cancelling all her appointment with her therapist and not even 10 minutes later she got an call from her therapist lucy send a text saidng she didnt need the therapy sessies and blocked the number trowing her phone somewere in the room ignoring where it landed on the floor

The next days lucy spend at home looking at appartements she found one in Sacramento deciding she was gonna move there she started packing the most important stuff the next day she was gone