I lock away the pain, I keep it away but that's not always a good thing. You can't feel, can't be happy, sad, nor mad you just feel numb. When something tragic happens your not sad, or upset you just feel numb, like your don't care. At first you think that's a good thing, you think "at least I don't have to worry about crying or anything", but what you don't understand is that wall you built but will come down something or another. I wonder what would happen when it finally comes down years of the wall, the wall slowly crumbles.
