I have told you if you go I go. And I meant that I really did, but now you don't want anything to do with me. We use to talk for hours, text for the longest time you use to text first. But now you won't talk to me you won't text first I got to but then it's short because you quite. Do you realize what's happening to me, I've told you things I would not thank if telling anyone else no family members nor other friends.(not that I have any) I'm trying I really am. You are the closest thing I had to a friend, you would not ignore me and wouldn't only talk to you in one place, you would come to me which I could barely convene myself to go to you. Maybe we could be closer or spin more time together.......but silly me I know that won't happen, they always leave I'm always left alone, I'm just an option I'm always the second choice sometimes not. Choice at all. It shouldn't bother me, being left alone but I feel lonely. No one stays with you they always leave no matter if they were with you for days, weeks, months, or even years at some point they will leave you alone, again. It's how it must be.
