*You ask are you scared to die* And I reply *no* you must wonder why, well I don't see any problem with dying, and you know why I haven't killed myself yet. The time isn't right, I wanna see for myself if they'll come looking, to find me. Did they listen to what I would love to do?? Well if they listened they'll find me, and maybe it won't be too late for me maybe I'll come back home still breathing. I wonder how long till that time, I wonder when they'll notice?? Should I end it that way, I'll know when that time comes.