When I die don't say she was loved, don't cry at my grave, don't say I was beautiful. I want to be forgotten, I want to be nonexistent. You may say you'll never forget me but trust me I'm always forgotten, people come and go. You can't live forever you'll die at some point, you can't stop it from coming. Since you'll die anyway why not just end the pain a little sooner, who would care. So when I die just think I'm not in pain anymore.