Sorry not sorry

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It only took 10 minutes for Ally to find out my break up with Derek and 5 minutes for her to tell Josh. And soon enough i was laying on my bed in Josh's arms crying.

"Alright...go ahead" i sighed tears streamed down my face.

"What?" he asked confused.

"You were right about him, go ahead and rub it in" i said.

"No, i'm not gonna do that to you" Josh said.

"I already know you want to" i said.

"Robin Hood i don't want to do that to you" he said firmer. I was quiet.

"I'm sorry about not listening to you" i said finally. He shook his head.

"Don't be, i messed up. I could have said it up better" he said. After a few minutes i started crying again.

"I gave him everything" i said crying.

"I know you did, i know" he said.

"He was my....my everything" i sobbed. He rubbed my back as i cried.

"I'm not enough" i said quieter.

"You're right Robin Hood, you're not enough..." Josh said. I was quiet again and put my head down. Not even Josh thought i was good enough. He tilted my chin up so that i could see his eyes.

"You're more than enough...you always have been. You're nice, funny, smart, open minded, i could go on and on. Don't let some other guy tell you different, Derek's too blind to see that" he said. Then he held my face in both his hands and looked straight into my eyes.

"But i'm not, and i'm absolutely without a doubt crazy in love with you" he said. My tears had stopped and i stared deep into his deep green blue eyes. He smirked at me for a second then leaned in and kissed me. I felt all of my pain slowly fade out as he kissed me. This felt...right. When he pulled back he looked hesitant.

"I'm sorry" he said. But i wasn't. I grabbed him by his shirt and pulled him close then kissed him back.

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