𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 • OSCAR PIASTRI

0.7 - new life?

WHEN YOU KNOW YOU KNOW
-chapter 7

"lea- who did that"

WARNING BEFORE YOU READ:
the next few chapters will be having lots of sa mentions, abuse mentions and toxic relationship mentions.

ashlea

4 weeks later

i hear a alarm go off and i go to turn it off and im stopped by a pair of arms around my waist. "goodmorning" he says. i look up at my boyfriend. "goodmorning". i smile. me and noah have been dating for 4 weeks now, we met after my comp at work, we've been together since. he's really nice.

4 weeks later (again)

i sit in the car with my boyfriend, post-make out. he has had a bad day at work, he says he deserves me pleasuring him. his brown hair all crazy and lips bright red. "i love you" he says out of breath. i kiss him again. he's a amazing guy.

another 4 weeks later

i sit on the couch and wait for noah to get home from work. i miss him. i hear the front door open. "hi baby" i smile as we walks in. "i didn't have a good day, don't talk to me just fuck me" he says. i look at him shocked. "i'm not having sex with you noah" i say. i'm not ready. i haven't even said i love him yet. "ashlea i've had a bad day i need this" he says getting angrier. "no im not fucking you" i scoff. he puts his hand on my waist and sits next to me. "fine" he scoffs.

i continue watching the tv, im watching alex's fp3, i haven't been aloud to go to watch him because of noah. next minute i feel the grip around my waist tighten. i look to my side and see noah jerking himself off. "do that in your own time" i scoff trying to move. "no" he moans and grabs my hand. i hit it away. he grabs my neck. "you will fuck me or else" he says spitting in my face. "no" i say. he turns off the tv and pushes me against the couch and rips my pants off. "stop!" i scream. he puts his hands on my mouth.

2 weeks later

he hits me with his belt. "stop noah!" i scream. "ashlea albon you will listen to me or your kicked out!" he says as he digs his fingers into my waist. "stop it noah please" i cry. "no ashlea, my days been shit i need to get the anger out" he says continuing with hitting me. the pain is to much to handle.

1 week later

i still tell everyone noah is a good kid, sabine and ari don't even know what he does to me. i can't snap them because i have bruises on me all the time. i get up and drive to my dance studio. i walk in and see noah with my coach. "ashlea! welcome, this is your boyfriend noah, he's the owner of the club now!" she says. tears fill my eyes, i throw my bag of dance stuff on the floor and run off and drive off. he is damaging me. i haven't eaten in a bit because noah wants me skinnier. i finally snap. i call sabine. she doesn't awnser. "FUCK!!" i scream and cry as i drive back to noah's house.

i run inside and grab all my clothes and everything and shove it all in my car, in a hurry. when i'm done i smash all his plates and cups and throw shit around. i get out of the house i've been abused in for months and get back into my car. ari doesn't answer my call either. finally i do what i've dreaded. i call my brother. he awnsers.

"ashlea hii!" he says happily. "alex" i say. "yes?" he asks confused. "alex i need to tell you something but i need you to shut the fuck up while i explain and dont bud in" i say. "okay" he says calmly, i know he's freaking out. "i've been with noah for about 4 ish months now, we were fine the first month until he had a shit time at work and made me fuck him, i didn't want to do that. then he abused me and continued to make me have sex with him when i told him no. i've been covered in bruises and marks and cuts all day every day since i dated him. alex i can't fucking do this! he's come to my dance now i just got all my shit from his house i'm fucking running off and quitting dance. i haven't eaten in ages or anything i haven't even told sabine or ari! i can't cope with this i hate everyone touching me i don't want anyone's hands near me" i spill as i cry.