~TWs~
-slight mention of eating disorders - mentioned self-harm if you squint
~Regulus POV~
When I walked back to my compartment, I thought about what James had said 'right sorry, it's just that Sirius sometimes calls you that'. 'Did Sirius still care about me' I thought? 'No, of course he didn't.' 'He left you for a reason.' Before I could think about it too much, I arrived back at my compartment. I walked in and sat down to open my book while my friends continued to talk.
After a while we finally got to Hogwarts. We walked inside and went to the great hall to sit. Usually, Pandora would sit with us, but she wanted to sit at the Ravenclaw table to greet the new students that would be there. So, I sat down with Even, Barty and Dorcas. I didn't bother to put any food on a plate, there was no point. We all sat through the sorting barely listening to a thing Dumbledore was saying. "You goanna eat anything Reg?" Barty asked. I shook his head, "not hungry," I said not daring to look up. I knew that they would be giving me a look that said, 'you need to eat something.' But it wasn't a lie I wasn't hungry. If I ate something I would just throw it up later so there was no point.
Later that night we went back to common room. After a while of talking everyone had said they were tired and went to bed. I sat in his bed trying to sleep but I just couldn't. I knew there would be the awful nightmares I had been having over and over. So, I got up and went to the astronomy tower. I had been doing this for years. Whenever I needed a place to go, I always went to the astronomy tower. It was my safe space. Mostly because I could always find me and Sirius' stars. It made me happy to think that at least me and Sirius could be together in the stars. Plus, I had always had an interest in astronomy.
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Promise Me
FanfictionYeah, so this is my first time writing a fanfiction so don't expect much. Let me know if I have any spelling or grammar mistakes. I'll be editing as I write. Pretty much James makes Regulus promise that if he needs any help that he'll let James hel...
