Let Your Voice Speak Out (Raura)

Chapter 17- Just Back From Hell

I thought that I'd been hurt before

but no one's ever left me quite this sore

Your words cut deeper than a knife

now I need someone to breathe me back to life

Gotta a feeling that I'm going under

But I know that I'll make it out alive

This is how I'm feeling. My parents have said some rude things to me before but they've never stooped this low.

You choose to hang out with people like that!

They criticized me for being friends with a boy that's gay.

God made a man and a woman so they could have children. You don't think God is right do you, Laura! You disrespected him when you started to think that it was normal for a mana to like another man!

But of course I retaliated. I said some hurtful things no 15 year old girl would say. But I was defending Connor's honor.

So now your the type of parents that believe in God! You fight like freaking dogs! You degrade each other and now you expect me to degrade others! No, I will not be like you. People like you disgusts me. Your the reason society is what it is today.

They found out that Connor was gay from Twitter. My parents do not have a Twitter but I do. I never told my parents nor did I tell my sister. While I was out my sister figured out my Twitter account and my parents snooped through my followers. Ever single last one. Not only did they invade my privacy they invaded Connor's and Jessica's. She doesn't really have any bad things up there so she was good. Why can't I be like her? Why couldn't I listen to Connor and not get my hair dyed?

You whore. Your 15 years old and you have a boyfriend. I bet you guys have already had sex already! I thought I taught you better. Does he have a job Laura? Is he some sort male stripper that's trying to turn you into a prostitute?! I mean you already look like one so he doesn't have much to do!

They said the worst things ever. They made me feel useless. They took away my pride. They made freedom seem like a bad thing.

And your hair. What was accompanied from getting your hair dyed? Did you feel like you were some type of mature adult? You poor little child! I regret having you!

And I just couldn't take it anymore. I let everything lose. I let all things go.

I hate you! Why do you take your shit out on me! What did I ever do to you?! Why do believe that I'm a failure?! Why can't you except that this is my life -

*Smack*

That came from my mother. She had smacked me with the back of her and which made her wedding ring slide across my face and it left a deep, nasty cut on my right cheek.

I brought you into this world and I can take you out

She said it with so much anger and so much venom I just had to leave.

"And that's how ended up here." I explain to Connor, Ross, Raini and Ross' siblings. We were in Stormie's van. Riker and Rocky was in the front. Connor, Raini and Ryland were in the middle and Rydel, Ross and I were in the back and I was in Ross' lap and he had no shirt on because I was using it to clean up the blood on my cheek. After the argument with my parents I ran out the door to Ross' house and my parents didn't even chase me.

When I got to Ross' house Connor was picking up Raini so they could go home and Ross' parents were out on a date. When they saw me they all stop what they were doing and we all packed inside the car to go to the hospital. Ross told me to write down how I was feeling and I started this new song called "Stitches" which ironically I have to get. I just finished explained what happened and Ross and Connor felt terrible.

I guess this is what happens when you Just got back from hell.
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Hey this was just a quick update because I hate to leave ya hanging.

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Xxx Hope xxX