I am sitting there arguing with Derek until Luke snaps me out of it.
"Hey, Summer?" he says "earth to summer" he snaps his fingers near my ear. I look up from my phone.
"Sorry what?" I ask
"Are you okay?" He asks
"I'm fine, what is it with every-" Luke cuts me off
"No. Are you okay? I know Derek is hurting you..."
"It's fine don't worry about it" Luke looks me straight in the eye
"I'm serious... You need to break up with him." I stand up and start pushing the piano inside. I grab the blanket and pillows quickly and throw them on the bed.
"No, why would I do that?" I say. Derek is abusive but he means well..
*IM PISSING MYSELF OFF BUT I HAVE TO MAKE HER SYA THIS AND IGHHHH ITS OBVIOUS HE DOESNT MEAN WELL AND UGH*
"Because I see the way you get scared everytime someone goes for a hug or when you get a text and I see the bruises... I am pretty sure running into a wall wouldn't cause that bad of a bruise, or bruises that are a shape of a hand. and that first day you came to the studio, him flipping out? Yeah that's not okay, your relationship isn't healthy" Idk why but I just get so pissed off, I know it's true but I don't want to believe it.
"And yours is? Letting Aleisha be the cause of most your stress.. Her getting jealous over ME? And plus you let her control you.. Change you.. What happens when she convinces you that I shouldn't be your song writer ? I'm go a be out of a job for a while and the rest of the band will be pissed because you let HER get between what's good for you and your BAND for what's "good" for you and her it's just like that day last summer!" I huff, walk inside and shut the balcony doors leaving Luke there speechless. I shut the curtains so most of the doors are blocked. I fix my bed and lay down with my phone staring at all the messages Derek has sent me.
He is abusive but that's why I got him a therapist.. Even though it made it worse.. Maybe I should break up with him? Ugh I don't know... I open the door and walk downstairs to the kitchen. I didn't the bottle of vodka in the cupboard but can't reach, still short as fuck..
I get on my tippy toes and reach but still no.. I feel a hand reach over me and grab it. I turn around.. Luke. I stare at him, grab the bottle and quickly rush upstairs.
I hear Luke rushing after me.
I get into my room and lock the door.
"Summer, please listen to me" He says
"No. Go away" I say. He knocks on the door and begs until he realizes I won't listen.
I take a hug swig of vodka and sit on the floor. After about a half hour I realize I drank A LOT. I was feel loopy and unstable.. I kept drinking until I felt my body warm up more. I open the door and look around the house and find no one. I then go upstairs and get my phone...
Heyyuyy dik face I want you to leve the extra key under the mat at my apartment... I want you gone outa my -
What's the word? Oh yeh life.
Outa my life and gess whut.... I'm dumpin yo lik a dumpsta dumps trash
I hit send and set my phone down o the mattress. Then I grab the bottle of vodka and go downstairs and grab a solo cup, I over pour it into the cup and stumble outside.. I see a light in the woods and so I follow it, when I near the light I notice it's a fire and I hear laughing.
"Oh my god, okay Michael would you rather eat a rat sandwich or kiss a leech?" I couldn't identify who it was... my eyesight went blurry for a second and I tumble over. Thy all stare
"Summer?" I stand up and check my cup
"Don't worry the vodkas okay" I give the "O.K" hand symbol thing.
"Are you drunk?" I nod
"Yup, I think" I say and I think about it for a minute.
"Yeah, you are" I walk over to ten and sit in between Haylie and Ashton setting my cup between my legs and wrapping my arms around both of there shoulders.
I stare at the fire and wait for someone to talk
"You guys are oddly quiet...." I say
"You should go to bed Summer" Ashton says standing up "lets go, I'll bring you." I laugh
"Noooo I gotta finish my drink" I say picking up my cup and putting it to my lips... But before I could drink Ashton takes it and dumps it on the fire.
"Waittttt! nooo" I give him a face "rude" he just laughs and helps me up. I stumble. I feel Ashton's warmth next to me and once we get a little ways away from the fire I say "I broke up with dick face"
He looks down at me
"What?" He says
"Dickface, Derek" I laugh "gosh he was so abusive but I couldn't do it, I broke up with him tonight though. I am hair missing one thing.."
"And what's that?" He asks
"Luke" Ashton's quiet, then Haylie comes running down the path after she sees Ashton almost drop me because I tripped over my foot.
"We got you" she said
Ashton's POV
I am struggling to keep Summer on her feet until Haylie comes to the rescue, it's not because I'm weak it's just cause Summers drunk and she's not helping that much. We get her into the house and up the stairs to her room.
"She smells terrible and she's soaked in vodka..." Haylie says. Haylie then goes and grabs Summers bag and grabs Summers Yoga shorts and a plain black tee.
Haylie struggles with changing her because I'm awkwardly not looking.
"Ashton can you please help?" She finally says, when I hesitate de says "don't worry, she doesn't wear thongs when she's in pajamas pants. She'll be decent enough." I shrug and help stand her up. Summer just laughs. When Haylie pulls on her shorts and changes her shirt she sits down on the bed.
That's when I notice fresh cuts on her legs.... "haylie" She looks
"Oh no, Summer.. She probably had a relapse and ugh shit I wasn't there and fuck. Derek is such a dick I'm going to kill him" she says
"Summer broke up with Derek apparently.." I say "and when did she start?" I ask
"well she did it way before this... She started in freshman year... then everything got worse for her and so the cutting got worse."
"Oh.. What should we do?" I ask
"Well we let her sleep for now" Haylie says making Summer lay down and put the blankets over her. "we leave Advil up here with some water so when she wakes up she can take some and she will eventually realize she's in shorts so she'll know someone knows and that's when she'll come to me and we will have a talk."
"Oh okay, whenever that is can you make sure use knows I'm here for her?" Haylie nods
"Thanks" I say
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Sorry to end it here but damn my chapters are getting longgggggg, it's a good thing tho right? Ahhaa
I'm so sick right now ad my nose hurts and I just watched cuddles from 5SOS...... ughhhh hope everyone's doing okay :)
This is kinda a confusing chapter and I'm sorry but I am do off my game lately..
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English Love Affair
FanficLet's make this short and sweet. Summer isn't very liked and has a shitty life.. but everything can change one year after she meets him. ●WARNING● SENSITIVE SUBJECTS. SMUT. SWEARING.
