Forever Heaven (On Hold)

In disguise of Friends

"WHO WAS THE GIRL YOU DREAMT OF AND GOT HA... HARD?"

Panic....

When she asked this question, he lost his senses. He was Panicked.

Puzzles started revolving in his mind simultaneously. Fear, anxiety, panic and other such emotions started rising inside him.

What will he say now?

You. It was you.

He thought to himself. And this thing was as disgusting to think about as it was to confess to himself and much worse to her. So it was certain that he did not have the courage to confess.

Turning  back, his eyes met those eyes which were looking at him with great restlessness and curiosity. Her eyes were carefully examining his every move as if trying to find her answers in him.

She was staring at him from the moment she asked this question. Trying to figure out his state. She had noticed his stiffened shoulders as soon as her words reached his ears.

"Bondita" his voice was heavy as if he was trying to hold on himself.

She noticed it but remained still in order to listen him carefully.

"I..it's nothing l..like that...I just..just..read some stuffs in..in..a..book. That's why it happened to me. No particular girl was there in my dream" he lied trying very hard to not cry in front of her.

He was lying. She knew it. She knew him very well. They were truly a part of each other's soul. But despite all this she did not ask him any further questions.

"Okay" She nodded, fake smiling. Trying to pacify herself that maybe he might be having some problem that is why he is not able to tell her the truth.

He just turned around to ran towards his room. He won't be able to lie any more. He can't bear it anymore. At least he is unable to muster the courage to stand up to the person for whom he is guilty.

He is sure that Bondita has caught his lie but he will never be able to tell her the truth. If for this she considers him a liar then so be it.

'I am Sorry Bondita. I don't deserve anyone, not even you' muttering to himself he entered in his room. And the moment the door of his room closed, he broke down with the mountain of pain, guilt and anger hidden inside him. Lonely, he was.

Here Bondita chuckled sadly on her fate. She is such a useless companion.
If her Sakha babu doesn't consider her worthy of sharing his troubles then she is of no use.

"Maybe only the girl of your dreams is worthy of you, not me" she mumbled with a lone tear in her orbs.

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"Bon....Are you alright? Have you ate something? And did he talked to you?".

As soon as she stepped inside the classroom Ally bombarded her questions while taking large steps in excitement towards her.

Well, She ate. They did there breakfast silently after their conversation. No matter what happens between them but they can't forget to care for each other.

As soon as he had get down the stairs, she had requested him to eat something.

'Please eat something, today '

They had said in unison, coincidentally to each other at the same time.

Talked? Well, they didn't talked much after that. Finished their stuffs and he drove her to school himself as he was too much concerned for her. He got collapsed yesterday, the memory was still horrifying for him.