Forever Heaven (On Hold)

With you ❤️

"A..Are....you...sure?" he asked still being very shy.

But right now his subconscious mind was poking him to ask her that if she is okay with the happenings or not. If she is comfortable or not. Her being okay was his priority, doesn't matter if he was naked, dying or in the influence of any drug. Such was his devotion towards her. Towards the girl in front of him who is his Jeene ka karan.

"Ye...yeah" She somehow gathered courage and uttered with determination. She has to do this. Final. Although she had said much in anger but she isn't going to uncover him fully. It will be...awkward.

At first, with great effort, she somehow made him sit with the support of the headboard and pillows. It was a difficult task and his squirm which he was trying to clamp, made her realise that he was in so much pain.

"It's just a matter of moments . I promise" she assured him while settling him comfortably on the bed.

"Hmmmm".

She slowly placed her hand on the topmost botton of his white shirt and looked towards his orbs to see any kind of hesitation. But she found that he was looking at her only. Hesitation in his eyes? No, Not at all. His orbs were filled with  love and affection for her that was deeper than the ocean.

"Am..I...allowed?"still she asked to make sure, if he is alright. 

There was complete ping in the room for some time but this silence was broken by her gasp which was the cause of his tight grip on her nape from the back, not tight enough to leave any kind of mark on her.

Wh..What was he doing? She had just asked a question but looked like he got offended. But with what? Her words? Her actions? Or..or maybe with her? Is it so?

Her trail of brooding couldn't continue longer as she felt his hand on her nape pushing her head towards his lying frame, towards his face.

She didn't know what it was about him that she slowly got attracted towards him. It really seemed a very weak moment to her. Her visage slowly started moving towards his, as per the guidance of his hand on her nape. Her heartbeat was increasing with every passing second.

He had faith in himself that even in such a situation, he would not do anything wrong to her, but today he is doing more than usual. The moment they were sharing right now wasn't normal between them. Although it didn't contained anything sexual but still it was an upliftment, maybe in their relation.

He had no idea what and why he was doing so. Perhaps he is yearning for all this, for his Bondita's presence, for her care. Maybe because of these reasons he is behaving like this.

He was craving for his mother's presence. And why not so? Ever since he landed in India, his life became a struggle. He kept fighting for the welfare of people. Despite hearing a lot of abuses and taunts, he taught Bondita.

And on the other hand, he also fulfilled the responsibilities of being a barrister. After fighting with everyone, he came here to London and again started a new struggle and took up his responsibility again.

After doing all this, a man misses home at the end of the day, where his mother waits for him. And he gets the love that takes away all the tiredness. But to his demise, his mother isn't alive. He had been suffering for many years without his mother's warmth.

And then, Bondita came into his life, who first brought out the child inside him. He used to play with her, laugh with her, read and eat roshogullas with her. It seemed as if he had become an 8 year old boy again who had now found a very dear friend of his own age. And this time he can live his childhood openly instead of living in any trauma.