" Like a Single Firefly in the Abandoned Woods " | GuitarSpear 🎸🗡❤️

Chapter 1 Part 1 : I Hate to See you Go 🥀

* Disclaimer : This will contain :

• D3pr3ss1on
• @ng3t
• Mentions of su1c1d3
• S3lf H@rm
• Murd3r1ng (?)

Half ( or most ) of chapter 1 may contain the following so if you're sensitive , I don't reccommend reading this. Thanks for reading ! <3

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Lute's POV :

" ... "
" Lute , please wake up ! "
" Lute, can you hear me ? "

My ears were slightly muffled. I hear a familiar voice that is calling me in desperation .
Who is that ?

I woke up to see myself on a hospital bed. A blood bag stander was beside me and it was injecting into my bloodstream. I vaguely recognise the people around me because my vision was blurred.

" Lute ! You are alright ! "
Someone hugged me in relief. It turned out to be a younger seraphim. She had white feathery hair , light blue eyes , and dark skin..

" Remember me ? I am Emily. I am a seraphim that you saw in court before . "

Wait, but I thought she was against me and Ã̵̹̱̟ď̸̫̩͇̱̺̖̟̦̈́͗̎͝à̶͓̲̣̽̏͗͝m̸̛̰̻̺͇̺̠̘̺͌̾͒͋͊̓̾̓̕'̷̡̢̮̙̤͎͕͚̝̕ṣ̶̢͇̂̎̇͆ idea-

OUCH !

My head went in sudden ache. It was drastically painful. My hand grabbed onto my head. It was unbearable. My hand cling to my chest and I cried hard.

Emily gasp.
" LUTE? Are you okay? "

" Y-yeah. I need rest. "
Emily nodded and understood the message . "I'll see you tommorrow. Get some rest "

She smiled at me exited the room .

Ugh....I feel nauseous. I stepped out of the hospital bed with my tiptoes. I walked to a provided bathroom. I kneel down and face down the toilet . I puked.

The sounds were absolutely digusting. It felt as digested rotten food was mixed together with my fleshy blood. I looked down to see a bit of golden blood puked out. 

I looked in disbelief. I pant.
What have I done to myself?
Why am I doing this because of Ã̵̹̱̟ď̸̫̩͇̱̺̖̟̦̈́͗̎͝à̶͓̲̣̽̏͗͝m̸̛̰̻̺͇̺̠̘̺͌̾͒͋͊̓̾̓̕'̷̡̢̮̙̤͎͕͚̝̕?!?..

My head was severely aching. I fell unconcious again and knock my head on the floor.

Random nurse POV :

I'm assigned to check on room 409 ( basically on the 4th  floor ) . I had to constantly checked on Lute's condition to check on her.

I used the elevator to reach to the 4th floor. It wasn't too high to get there. I also brought along a new blood bag for her.

The elevator has reached the 4th floor. I walked down the hallway and reach to her room. I grab the doorknob and opened it just to see her not in bed. The fact that her blood bag stander was gone concerned me a lot.