Abby sat in the room with the counsellor and looked to him "I don't know what you want me to say" Abby said
"I want you to talk over how it felt" he said as Abby looked to him and rolled her eyes
"What you want me to talk over my brother and his heart in my hand. How i had a gun to my head. How it felt to be the one that has to save my brothers life as it was thrilling I'd do it again tomorrow"
"You use sarcasm as a coping mechanism don't you" he said as she rolled her eyes
"Really what have you that idea. Look I'm not healed but I'm coping . My brother was shot and nearly died. My best friend had a miscarriage and the man I loved was also shot so yeah I say I'd use it as a coping mechanism"
"You have more trauma than you realise. Your dad dying" he said as Abby looked up from where she was picking at her nails
"This isn't about my dad. I don't want to talk over that. I don't want to talk over any of this" Abby said as she stood up and walked off. She knew that she was not in the mood for this
•••
Abby found Ellie as she was walking down the hall and walked over to her "hey" Abby said
"I thought you were with the counsellor"
"I was but you know. Bright up my dad and asking me how I feel and all that" Abby said as Ellie nodded
"I get ya he keeps trying to get me to tell make over the miscarriage I don't see the point it's not as if it will bring my baby back" rolled e said as Abby looked to her and nodded
"I get ya. How are you doing though"
"I'm okay. How about you I mean you were the one who had had the gun pointed to her head" Ellie asked as Abby sighed
"I'm not suicidal but I'm healed but I'm dealing with it" Abby said
"Ditto but we'll be okay I mean we're sunshine and gloomy we always are" Ellie said as Abby smiled
"If you ask me we're more depressed and suicidal" Abby said as they caught up to Derek and Meredith
"Oh, Derek got arrested again. " Meredith said
" Meredith... " derek said
"Reckless endangerment. "
"Please. " derek said
"You know I didn't have my hand in your chest for you to die in a car accident" Abby said
"Did he lose his license yet? " Ellie asked
"Oh, no, because they don't charge him, because the cops worship him. " Meredith said
"Because I saved some of their lives." Derek said
"Like I saved yours" Abby asked
"you know, I didn't get cleared for surgery... and I'm pretty sure it's your fault. " Meredith said
"Ditto" Abby said as she glanced to her brother
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Traumatic love *O. Hunt*
FanfictionWhere Abby shepherd mets major owen hunt. Where speakers fly between the two of them as they met. Where Abby falls for the attending knowing how she wants to focus on his career Where the relationship becomes toxic yet passionate between them {OC...
