Evermore: Gojo x reader

Children

When you arrive back to your shared home, you're surprised to see how big the Gojo estate is. White marble floors, statues and paintings in ever corner of the room, maids with their heads bowed once they noticed you guys walk in.

"You and y/n will be taking care of the east side of the estate, while your father and I will still be on the west wing." Mrs. Gojo looked over at you, "your only duty is to serve Satoru" you opened your mouth to speak up but she cut you off, "that is all. I should be off now. Good luck" she looked over at you and Gojo one last time, "and I expect a child in the next couple of months" she slammed the front door shut causing you to flinch

Gojo began to speak up once she left, "the good thing is you won't see me a lot since I still have school" he sighed, "but I'll be here in the weekends"

"You don't have to worry, I'll be hanging out in my estate to train" you said

An awkward moment passed before he spoke up again "about children-"

"I don't want to talk about it" you cut him off

"All I'm gonna say is we don't have to start planning to have any until years later!" He said to defend himself

You began to walk forward, looking for your room, "sorry I didn't mean to be upset with you, it's just I can't see myself having kids."

Gojo tilted his head, confused to what you were implying. "Here follow me I'll show you to your room" he began to walk up the stairs and down the long hall.

He finally opened the last door, "this one's yours" You entered the spacious room and examined it a bit. A Queen size bed, a large desk, a walk in closet and more, "my room is next door, let me know if you need something." You nodded and he stood at the door way for a bit, sort of examining you. To you, it seemed like he wanted to say something but he shook his head and closed the door.

Weird.

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A few hours go by til you head a soft knock, "come in" you assumed it was Gojo but the door opened to reveal an older maid causing you to sit up

"Lunch is ready ma'am, Mr. Gojo is waiting for you downstairs." You smile and nod your head and the women bows before closing the door.

A minute goes by til you finally get up and make your way downstairs, on your way there many of the maids and butler greet you with bows, you didn't like the attention though.

When you enter the kitchen, Gojo was standing and laughing with the maids as he jokes around with them. He looks over at you as you enter, and the maids quickly leave. Once they leave Gojo quickly moves to sit down, you sigh as you make your way over to the large table.

"Let's eat" he says as you sit down. Gojo began eating but you didn't even touch the food. The white haired male looks at you questioning your behavior, "it's not poisoned, you can't eat" he says as he puts the food down

"Why does it feel like the maids fear me" you asked, "they walk around with the heads bowed every time I'm near but with you it's like you guys are friends" you complained

Gojo sighed, "because they don't know you. Most of them have taken care of me since I was a kid" he had a said point.

"I guess you're right" you said as you lifted up your chopsticks and took a bite of the food on your plate.

Five minutes go by in complete silence til you heard a child crying around the house causing you to flinch and sit up straight, "what the hell was that?! Don't tell me it's your secret love child" you yelled at Gojo

He laughed, "no it's one of the maid's daughter, she didn't have anyone to babysit her today so my mom let her bring her"

You began to relax as he explained, "oh"  you didn't touch your food this time, you just looked around the large kitchen. You then noticed him glancing at you, "what?" You asked in a stern voice.

Gojo looked away and opened his mouth before closing it again. "It's nothing"

You crossed your arms, "we're not close but I can tell that something's bothering you" you said as you rolled your eyes. the boy in front of you was being so obvious.

"You don't like children do you?" He asked and he noticed you tense up again, "what're you thinking about?" He noticed you look nervously around the room, "no one is listening"

You sigh, "im not hungry anymore. Thank you for the food" you said as you stood up and made your way back towards your room

"I shouldn't have brought it up" Gojo said as he followed you to your room

"It's not that I'm afraid of children it's just I don't know how to act with them" you explained

"Gojo raised an eyebrow, "so that's why you dislike kids" he asked not believing you

"What? No." You said as you looked away, "I just I can't see myself having children."

"Why?" He asked as he sat on your bed.

You looked over at him and he didn't seem interested in the conversation, he probably feels like he has to ask, you thought. You shook your head, "a lot of responsibility" you lied

I'm the corner of your eye you can see Gojo staring at you but he shrugged and got out of bed. "I guess you're right, having children is a lot of responsibility. I can't see myself being a father too" he joked

You wish you could tell him why but oí held back. Gojo didn't love you, and you didn't love him too. He wouldn't understand, as he grew up being spoiled. While you grew up with a monster.

You can't be a mother.