The Girls in Converse || j.g

12. Disappointed

{Alexa's POV}

So last night there was quite some drama.. Sammy snuck into Jack's room, and took Madison and brought her to his room. He then stripped off all his clothes until he was COMPLETELY naked, then he stripped off most of Madison's clothes.. but when he was about to take her bra off Jack and I slammed open his room door. We were both in complete shock and disgust when we saw what was happening.

This is where the drama comes in, Jack took his giant fist and went straight into Sam's jaw and then his stomach, causing him to lose his balance and fall straight to the ground.. naked! Yeah, yeah, I know I should show sympathy for my dear brother, but come on he tried raping my BEST FRIEND and not only that but his best friend's girlfriend.

The only nice thing I can think of doing at this current time and moment is to go into Sam's room and just talk to him, but one thing I will never think of doing is forgiving him for what he did yesterday.

Being the good sister I am, I quickly got out of my bed and made my way to Sam's room. I decided to knock this time, because the last time I slammed open his door, he was naked and was undressing my sleeping friend.

*Knocks on door*
"Who is it?" Sam responds sounding broken.
"Alexa." I respond sweetly.
"Anyone else with you?" Sammy asks concerned.
"Nope, Jack and Mads are sleeping still." I state.
"Alright come in.." Sam says politely.
*Opens door*
"Sammy, how are you feeling..? After all you did get punched in the jaw and the stomach." I say trying to hide that I was mad at him.
"I'm fine, I guess. Alexa I know you're mad at me for what happened yesterday. I've known you my whole life, I know it when you're mad, you're terrible at hiding it." Sam says with a slight smile.
"Can you blame me though. You basically tried to rape my best friend and not only that but your best friend's girlfriend.." I say quietly.
"Alexa, I'm sorry. I don't know what has gotten into me.. life is just hard seeing the girl I love with someone else. If you were in my position you would've felt and done the same thing." Sam says in a sad tone.
"I guess, but I would never take it as far as you did." I respond offended.
"Alexa I'm-" Sam was interrupted by loud knocking coming from downstairs.
"I'll be back, I think I know who it is." I quickly say before running out of his room.

I ran my fastest to the door, and quickly opened it, and that's when I saw him, the one I've been wanting to see for the past 2 years.

"NATE!!!!" I yell before pulling him into a hug.
"Alexa, I'm sorry. I should've just listened to you when you told me it wasn't safe to be walking alone at night. If I had just listened to you, I wouldn't have gone missing." Nate says with tears pouring out of his eyes.
"Babe, come inside and tell me everything that happened that night." I say with tears suddenly coming out of my eyes.
"I love you Alexa, I promise I won't leave you, like I did before." Nate says sounding depressed.

Nate made his way inside my house after taking off his shoes, we both made our way to the bigger sofa and sat right next to each other.

"Alexa, I don't want to explain the whole story but I'll tell you why I've been missing. Rebecca kidnapped me, kept me locked in her basement and tied up in a corner, but that's not all.. she used me as a sex slave for the past 2 years." Nate says sending more tears down his face.

I honestly don't know what to say, I'm completely disgusted by Rebecca even more now.. and I feel extremely bad for Nate. I just wish I made him accept my ride 2 years ago.. because if I had, then he wouldn't be in this position right now.

"Nate, babe.. I'm sorry.. I feel like it's my fault this all happened in the first place, I should've just told you to stay the night or I should've at least made you accept my ride that day. I'm sorry, I love you." I say before breaking down into tears.
"Baby, it's my fault for not accepting the ride, you had absolutely nothing to do with it.. so please don't feel disappointed in yourself. I love you too beautiful." Nate responds pulling me into a tight hug.
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{Nate's POV}

I decided I should go to Alexa's house to see her, after all it's been 2 years since I've seen her beautiful face. Not wanting to walk after what happened last time, I asked my mom to drop me off. Once I arrived at Alexa's house, I quickly jumped out of the car and waved to my mom telling her she can leave.

Before I knock on Alexa's door, I pray that she's awake.

*Knocks on door*
"NATE!!!!" Alexa yells before pulling me into a hug.
"Alexa, I'm sorry. I should've just listened to you when you told me it wasn't safe to be walking alone at night. If I had just listened to you, I wouldn't have gone missing." I say with tears pouring out of my eyes.
"Babe, come inside and tell me everything that happened that night." Alexa says with tears suddenly coming out of her eyes.
"I love you Alexa, I promise I won't leave you, like I did before." I say sounding depressed.

I quickly made my way inside taking my shoes off. We both walked to the bigger sofa and quickly sat down right next to each other. I'm nervous, I don't know how to explain everything to her.

"Alexa, I don't want to explain the whole story but I'll tell you why I've been missing. Rebecca kidnapped me, kept me locked in her basement and tied up in a corner, but that's not all.. she used me as a sex slave for the past 2 years." I say sending more tears down my face.

Alexa looks like she has no clue what to say, but it's completely understandable.. I would've felt the same way if I was in her position.

"Nate, babe.. I'm sorry.. I feel like it's my fault this all happened in the first place, I should've just told you to stay the night or I should've at least made you accept my ride that day. I'm sorry, I love you." Alexa says before breaking down into tears.
"Baby, it's my fault for not accepting the ride, you had absolutely nothing to do with it.. so please don't feel disappointed in yourself. I love you too beautiful." I respond pulling her into a tight hug.

I don't want her to feel like it's her fault, it's all my fault to be honest. I should've just said yes to the ride when she offered it to me, 2 years ago.. if I just listened to her, I wouldn't have gone missing for 2 whole fucking years.

I wish I can just go back into the past and fix that one day. In the 2 years I was kidnapped, I could've spent 710 days with my girlfriend... I regret not taking that ride so much, UGH. I'm just grateful Rebecca's dad found me, if he hadn't who knows how much longer I would've been done there.
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•• A/N
Summer break, and I have nothing to do, so bored ahhh. I'm thinking of not updating my book, until I write out all my chapters, so I can publish it all at once.. should I..? ••