Saying Goodbye

Loving You

**With Dean And Roman**:

  The night was cool as Dean and Roman walked into the resturant. They had decided to stay in town, they were far enough away that they felt safe. They had been here two weeks now and both men liked it; the town was big enough they could get lost in it, but small enough to still feel like home. Dean still hadn't figured out what to do, and the guilt was killing him, but he faked his smile for Roman.

  Roman knew something was bugging Dean, whatever it was had been for awhile now. He wanted to help him, but he knew Dean didn't like talking about his feelings. He didn't want to push Dean to tell him, he knew if it was serious Dean would tell him. To give them a little peace and to forget about what they were running from Roman had taken their phones, turned them off and locked them in Dean's car. They had been in there a week now, and even though he felt horrible for not talking to Paige, it actually seemed to be helping Dean relax. It had been Dean's idea to go out for dinner, and then for a walk around town afterwards. Hearing that made Roman very happy, normally he was the one trying to drag Dean out of their room.

  After a delicious meal, they walked hand in hand around town, talking and laughing. As they walked they saw a carnival, Dean smiled and asked if he wanted to go look around. Roman quickly agreed, he hadn't been to a carnival since he was a kid! They walked around, played some games; Dean won Roman a teddy bear, and went on some rides. They had so much fun, laughing and acting like children, it was the most fun either of them had had in a long time. Roman didn't want the night to end, but it soon did. Once back at the room they shared a bubble bath, made love after they were out, before falling asleep in each others arms. It was the perfect end to a perfect night!

**Days Later**:

  The days passed and using the last location Dean had given Paige, Seth and Paige went after them. For the first couple of days things between them were awkward, neither knew what to say or do around the other. As their trip continued things began to get complicated, when both found themselves attracted to the other! As time went on they began to relax and they'd talk about themselves, getting to know and like each other very much! They became close quickly surprising them, and they also grew to care deeply for one another, but said nothing about it. Neither knew how the other felt, and were scared they'd ruin what they had just built if they said anything and the other didn't feel the same.

  Near the end of their journey, they stopped for the night at a hotel. They went out to dinner and afterwards they went back to the hotel and talked for awhile, before they got ready for bed. As Paige passed Seth on the way to her bed, she tripped over his bag. Seth caught her before she fell, holding her close he looked into her eyes. Without saying a word Seth kissed her, she kissed back as he laid her down on the bed and they made love.

  Afterwards as Seth lay in the dark, holding a sleeping Paige in his arms, he began to think of Roman and Dean's love. Being with Paige made him realize that everything both Roman and Dean had told him about their love was true! You could find your soul-mate in a short period of time, and he also knew that the love Dean and Roman shared was as real as his deep feelings for Paige! He had learned a lot; not only about Dean, but also about love in the past few days. He felt horrible about everything he had done and said! He owed Roman and especially Dean a huge apology, he had been wrong about absolutely everything and he hoped it wasn't too late to fix it!

**With Dean And Roman**:

  Roman sat on the couch looking outside at the balcony, where once again Dean was sitting alone lost in thought. It hurt Roman to see him like this, Dean was shutting him out and it scared him! Maybe Dean didn't love him anymore? The thought of losing Dean made his heart ache and he began to cry not realizing Dean had come back inside.

  "Ro, why are you crying?" Dean asked concerned, rushing to him, as he took him in his arms holding him close.

  "You don't love me anymore!" He answered through his tears.

  "What? Of course I do baby boy! I love you more than my own life, I could never stop loving you, even if I wanted too!" Dean said holding Roman tight. "Roman, look at me please." Dean said pulling away, he put both hands on Roman's face and wiped his tears away gently with his thumbs. "Why would you think that?"

  "You've been so...distant lately and you've pushed me away. So, I thought you didn't love me anymore." Roman answered quietly, avoiding Dean's eyes.

  "Rome, I'm sorry. I never realized I was making you feel this way. I just got so lost in my head, thinking about what we're going to do. I've been alone for so long, that I don't know how to really let people help me, you know? Yeah, I've had my so called family and Paige, but even then I...I never let them see the real me! I've never let anyone see me weak ever." Dean explained.

  "Dean, you're not weak, you're one of the strongest people I know. I get it, I really do babe, but you're not alone anymore! I'm here and I want to help you, it's okay to lean on me too." Roman said gently, looking into his eyes, as he touched Dean's face. "I love you Dean, more than I've ever loved anyone."

  "I know. I love you too baby boy!" Dean said smiling sadly, before he kissed Roman.

TBC...