24. Akkward and Regrets

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                    "A heartless and chivalrous bastard like me doesn't deserve such a fairy

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                    "A heartless and chivalrous bastard like me doesn't deserve such a fairy."

                                                                                                                         : Abeer Singhania



Mehek POV

It has been 2 weeks since that night. The night when I confessed my feelings to Abeer. I still haven't moved on from the HARSH REJECTION.It broke my heart.Didn't he love me back, but his actions said something else.This man is too complicated for me yet somehow I still fall for him passionately.

I have been crying for days and now have started distancing myself from him.We only talk if their is something important.Maybe he doesn't want to more than a buisness relationship.I was only a fool keen to fall in love.No matter how hard I try to suppress my emotions,whenever this man comes in front of me I am completely under his spell.He does have a magical control over me.

I try not to care for him but can't help but check whether he is fine or not or whether he has eaten or not. Maybe I can never move on from him. After mama he seemed the only person on whom I can rely on rent free. Whenever he touches me, something ignites within me. I had hopelessly fallen in love with him.

But I know I am surely cursed. Cause who ever I love will either leave me or never love me back.Be it my parents or my love.I realized that I was unworthy of love  , of someone's care , of someone's affection. I lack everything that a oerson required in their life partner.I am clumsy,childish and admant. But I am just a person who is craving for love.

Don't I deserve it??

Abeer POV

It has been weeks from the incident.The day that girl confessed her feelings for me . My heart swelled with joy. Her soft pair of lips still lingered over my cheeks. Her rosy scent was all over my shirt. Those sweet words were repeatedly said in my ears. Ha,At a moment I thought I was hallucinating.

But I knew I wasn't worth of her. I married her forcefully , tortured her, humiliated her and didn't get her the place she deserved.She deserves someone who would cherish her and treat her like a porcelain doll. Who would love her soul. A heartless and chivalrous bastard like me doesn't deserve such a fairy. She was the angel in this dark world and the obsession and passion of the devil.

But an angel like her deserves a hero not a villain like me. I knowingly or unknowingly fell in love with her childishness and her clumsiness.The way she always bumped into the table while walking and hurt her toe used to make me feel irritated but now, I find it rather cute.

I know she has been crying over too weeks and only I know how hard I have tried not to go and kiss her and tell her that I love her so much more.But the more she will cry , the more she will hate me and stop liking me . In this way, our divorce process would be much easier and she will find someone better.

May be I can never move on from her but I will be able to spend my life  alone . If this is what makes her happy and gives her freedom. I am going to do it. In this way, she will always stay happy with the man who will take care of her.I know this will break my heart into million pieces.

ANYWAYS, WHAT ELSE IS LEFT IN MY LIFE??

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