My beautiful neighbour (lana del rey)

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July 18

I slept almost the whole day. I didn't know why I felt so tired,but I didn't wanna do anything anyway. The only thing that I could do is think about her. That beautiful woman from yesterday. I really couldn't stop thinking about it. And why did she kissed my forehead like that out of nowhere. Hmm....

. . .

The whole day went by. I literally stayed in my room the whole time. I only got to the bathroom a couple of times and took a quick shower. I didn't say a word to anyone that day. I was isolated by myself and I loved every second of it. I love being alone sometimes....I love being in peace...

And guess what
when I just thought about this
my mother came,entering my room without even knocking
how nice!

"Hey Polly...I have some news for you" she said and smiled

"Whatttt??? What is it?" I looked at her

"We'll have a guest for dinner!"

"Ohhhh" I groaned "Who is it?" I said harshly "I'm not in the mood for guests"

"Oh it's just our neighbour Lana and I don't care if you're in the mood or not. We've already planned it"

When I heard that,my heart skipped a beat... I got so nervous literally in a second and stood up from my laying position

"Mh...okay I guess" I tried acting cool

"You have 10 minutes to get ready. Okay?" she said and left the room quickly

"WHAT??? 10 MINUTES???" I shouted

I immediately jumped out of the bed and started getting ready. I wanted to look good for her. I wanted to be the best version of myself. I put on a cute little white dress with dandelions on it. It was my favourite dress and the only one that I brought with me here. I brushed my black,straight hair and started putting on some makeup after that. I'm not the biggest makeup person. I put on some eyeliner,mascara,highlighter on my nose and cheekbones and my favourite lip gloss. I looked at myself in the mirror

mhm...I think I'm ready

As I was walking down the stairs to the dining room I noticed her. She was already there shit. I couldn't stop looking at her. She was wearing a short red dress. Her long brown hair was curled at the ends and she looked just incredible. She noticed me and looked into my eyes...I almost tripped when she did that.

"Oh Polly you're here" my mom said "I want to introduce you to our neighbour - Lana"

I looked at my mom and then at Lana.

"Oh we already know each other,Ann. I said hi to her when she was taking a walk the other day" Lana said innocently

Yeah you only said hi haha

"Oh Polly why didn't you tell me? I'm so happy to hear that,girls!" my mom said excitedly

I sat next to Lana because that was the only free seat. I wanted to sit next to her anyway.

"Hey again, honey" Lana whispered to me and I just smiled in return

Why is she making me feel like this wtf

. . .

I was so nervous at the beginning but after a couple glasses of wine everything started to loose up. My mom's husband was telling funny jokes on the table and everyone was laughing. Lana had the cutest laugh and it made me melt.

I was finishing my dessert. My mom's husband was still telling some stupid stories that I didn't even bother to listen to anymore. I was looking at my dessert and to be honest I was just zoned out but suddenly I felt a hand on my thigh. I discreetly looked down to see and it was her hand. I looked at her with a confusion. I didn't want my mom to see that so I just excused myself to the bathroom so I could get out of that situation. When I got there,I closed the door and sat on the sink. Am I imagining or that really happened. God....her hand felt so nice on my thigh. That really turned me on to be honest. But nooo I can't let myself think like that. She's so much older than me and I'm probably being delusional. Just when I was thinking that I heard a knock on the door

"Polly are you okay?" Lana said worriedly

"Yeah I'm fine! Don't worry!"

"Can I come in?"

"Can you?" I joked

"You say,honey" she giggled

"Mm...okayyyy" I said nervously

She opened the door and saw me sitting on the sink. She got closer and positioned herself so her waist was between my thighs. She looked into my eyes and brushed my cheek with her hand.

"What's up,honey? Are you okay?" she said with a baby voice

"Yeah I'm fine...I just got scared that my mom will notice your hand on my thigh...that's it"

"I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable...but your mom is drunk as fuck right now she wouldn't have noticed" she laughed

I laughed really hard too "Yeah...maybe you're right but still...and you didn't made me uncomfy I just got scared"

"Myeah?" she raised her eyebrows and got closer to my ear. I could feel her hot breath. "You're so cute" she whispered and kissed my ear and then my cheek. I bit my lip and wrapped my arms around her shoulders. We stayed like that looking at each other for a minute or two. "Let's go,your mom is waiting for us" she said and took my hand.

We got out of the bathroom like nothing happened and after an hour she left cause it was starting to get too late.