My beautiful neighbour (lana del rey)

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July 17

My mother picked me up and the drive was quiet. I was just listening to music on my headphones. I fucking love music,god.

When we arrived it was already starting to get dark. I got out of the car and and the hot wind hit me. I looked around...and to be honest it was beautiful. That small house looked so comfortable...and the backyard too...

Before I even got to say anything my brother noticed me from afar. He ran to me and jumped in my arms. I held him and kisses his forehead a few times. I really missed him too even tho I was acting cold on the phone with my mother the other day.

"Hey little one" I said and looked into his eyes.
He replied with one shy "hii" and buried  his face in my shoulder while I still held him.

...

We had dinner and everything went fine. After that I helped my mom to clean the table and wash the dishes.

My brother and his father were playing video games. I got bored cause there was nothing to do at all and decided to go for a little walk. I grabbed my F1 red Bull jacket and threw it on.

"Mom I'm going out" I shouted so she can hear me

"Where? It's dark outside" she said worriedly

"And? What do you think I am? A fucking kid?" I answered harshly but lowered my tone,cause I felt bad that I was acting that way "sorry...im just gonna go for a walk. You don't need to worry"

I put on my white pair of nikes and got out.
The weather was so nice...it was a hot summer night,but still a bit chilly-just like I liked them.

I was walking around but after 15 minutes I started to get scared. I don't know why. Maybe am just paranoid when I'm alone in the dark for a long time. I remembered what I said to my mother before I got out and laughed by myself

Damn I really am just a fucking kid

When I reached home I decided to to take a rest at the bench that my mom's husband made in front of our house. It was a pretty ,little bench and I laid on it so I could watch the stars. It wasn't that comfortable but it was fine I guess. I just didn't wanna go inside yet. I pulled out the vape from my pocket and started taking hits from it. The green apple taste of the vape felt soo good. I started fantasising about things while looking at the stars,but suddenly I heard a voice

"Hey aren't a bit too young to do this kind of stuff?" a female voice said and giggled

I turned my head to the right to see who it was. I didn't know her. I couldn't really see what she looks like,because it was too dark outside,but she had a long,black hair and the cutest outfit.She was wearing a racing jacket just like me.

"Who even are you?" I said ,as I stood up from my position

She looked at me and held out her hand

"I'm Elizabeth...but you can call me Lana" she said sweetly

I took her hand and shook it

"I'm Polly. Nice to meet you!" I smiled,but I was still confused. Why is she even talking to me. Her hand felt so soft tho

"Are you new here?" she asked me and sat next to me on the bench, facing me

I didn't know how to answer

"Well...kinda...I'm just Ann's daughter,you should know her"

"Oh really?!? So it was you the whole time? I've heard a lot about you"

What the actual fuck

"What really?"

"Yeah me and your mother are kinda close actually. We invite each other on dinners sometimes since we're neighbours. And you have the cutest little brother ever" she said and giggled again

"Oh...so that big house over there is yours huh?...it's beautiful" I said while looking at the house that was across my moms

"Myeah...and it's even better inside. You should come sometime but now...answer my question" she said in a serious tone

"What question?" I was so confused

"Aren't you too young to vape? How old were you again?"

"Well my parents know about it so it's not a biggie. I am not addicted to it or anything. I just love the feeling...and I'm nearly 18 so it's fine"

"Be careful....I was just like you when I was your age...even worse I'll say" she said and looked at the stars

"Why?" I looked at her

She stayed silent for a while and said

"I'll tell you some other time,honey" she said and looked into my eyes

I immediately looked away so she couldn't see that I was looking at her the whole time and I think she noticed but didn't say anything...and I'm glad she didn't.

We stayed on that bench, watching the stars for what felt like hours. I felt comfortable around her and I felt like I trusted her even tho I knew nothing about her. There was just that comfortable silence that felt so good. I looked at her from time to time and she did too.

"It's starting to get late...and" she giggled "and I can see how sleepy you're starting to get"

"Whattt? I'm literally not sleepy at all!" I said ,but immediately yawned after that. She laughed at me and stood up from the bench. Then she lowered to the point of my face and kissed my forehead. I could feel myself blushing so hard.

"Go to sleep" she said and just left me there before I even got to say anything

Wellllll fuckkk