Alice in Wonderland (Songs Of A Teenager)

Enough

Bright lights at time's square, New York City blowing through my hair
It's like time stops sometimes just for a moment
36th street here is sure not the same, but in general can get so overstimulated
I guess I would say the same about life

Because I want so much
But I never can have enough
But when I get too much
I crash
And I care so much
But it hurts so bad
And when I focus on others
I crash

Quiet peaceful hours, late night showers
Relaxing in my home bedroom
Oak tree over me, wind blowing near the tapestry
Safe place from all the madness blooming through the night

Because I want so much
But I never can have enough
But when I get too much
I crash
And I care so much
But it hurts so bad
And when I focus on others
I crash

When you want so much, you'll always be disappointed
But if I say I had a success I hear it wasn't enough for you
When I care so much, it makes me kind
But being overly empathetic feels like a mental crime

And sometimes I wanna punish myself for secondary pain
But we can never have enough or stop thinking
That's just the way of the world in the natural mind and our hoping

Well it hurts so bad
To be mad at everything
And it pains so much
To have such deep thinking
It hurts so fucking bad
To be the psychological friend
But I can't help it
Its some addictive thinking in my head

Because I want so much
But I never can have enough
But when I get too much
I crash
And I care so much
But it hurts so bad
And when I focus on others
I crash