Alice in Wonderland (Songs Of A Teenager)

The Secret Garden

I hate being alone
But I wanna be free in the secret garden
And I live on rigid stones
My heart is abrasive
I keep people like a time capsule that ends up buried but never forgotten

I wanna run through the open meadow
Lie down in the field like Dorothy
I wanna run through the tracks so recklessly
I wanna live this life but i'm so scared it'll never happen

What if it all of these hopes and dreams are part of an aesthetic fantasy written

I wanna be free in the secret garden
But I don't won't be kept in discarded
I just sometimes need to escape
But I hope people won't leave that way

I wanna run through the fields at dark
Look up at the sun and see the clouds form a heart
I wish the quote no matter what resigned with me
But getting free times terrifies me

I wanna be free in the secret garden
But what if they leave me alone
I wanna be free in the secret garden
But I hope it don't become the panic room

I wanna be in the secret garden
But is my whole imagination a fantasy
I wanna run through the fields and meadows
And have a second a cottagecore in the woods with a giant tree

I wanna be free in secret garden
But I don't won't be kept in discarded
I just sometimes need to escape
But I hope people won't leave that way

Because I'm terrified
Oh I'm terrified that a bit of freedom means leaving me
Oh I'm terrified
to be fenced by wishful thinking

I wanna be free in secret garden
But I don't won't be kept in discarded
I just sometimes need to escape
But I hope people won't leave that way
Oh, I hope won't leave that way

I wanna be free in the secret garden
But I hope they don't leave me alone
I wanna be free in the secret garden
But I hope it won't leave for the panic room
To be the panic room