Doukaza one shots

'just go kys'

TW: Su!c!dal thoughts

fan art isn't mine

Akaza's pov:

I had just gotten back from a mission.

I was extremely tired and just wanted to lay down.

i saw Douma sitting in one of the rooms.

He's always in the infinity castle, does he ever leave?

I mean...i don't care.

I try walking past the room so i don't have to talk to him.

unfortunately he turns around and sees me.

"Akaza-dono your back!"

Huh..was he waiting for me?

I ignore him and keep walking.

He runs up to me.

"What do you want?" I ask.

"I just walk to talk to you" He replies smiling.

"I don't want to talk"

"Why not?"

"CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?" I scream.

He looks confused.

"YOUR ALWAYS TRYING TO TALK TO ME I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE.  WE'RE NOT EVEN FRIENDS . JUST GO KILL YOURSELF"

"O-ok" he says sounding hurt.

He walks away.

I shouldn't of said that...

No, what are you thinking akaza? He can't even feel emotions, he's just faking it to make you feel bad.

Douma's pov:

As i was walking away i felt water in my eyes.

What is this? I've never felt like this.

I've never felt anything before..what's happening?

I sit down in my room and wait for it to stop.

Whenever people talked about 'feelings' they said happy, positive stuff, but this feels terrible.

I sigh.

Maybe akaza-dono is right, maybe i should kill myself. It's not like anyone wants me here anyway...

Time skip: 2 hours later

Akaza's pov:

Where is Douma? i haven't seen him since i yelled at him.

Wait why am i thinking about him?! I don't even like him.

This isn't like him though. Everytime i yell at him he'll just talk to me later.

Did i actually hurt his feelings?

No that's impossible, he doesn't have any.

But this isn't like him to ignore me...

WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH? You're the one that told him to leave you alone.

Great now i feel bad.

Ugh what's wrong with me!

I start to look around for him.

Why am i doing this, he's probably busy and will talk to me later. I should take advantage of him not being here.

I decide to go hunting to clear my mind.

That didn't work though, the whole time i was worrying about him.