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Within the course of a week, I was released from the hospital. A day prior, I called our family butler and asked him to bring over my old photos, my old phone, precisely anything that I owned before the accident. 

I needed to gain more insight on Supreme Red and my relationship with them. I can't ignore either my past self or the supreme red. 

I went back to my apartment and found four different boxes placed next to each other. I sat down on the floor and began searching for anything even remotely associated to Supreme Red, I thought I won't find anything since Supreme Red was always so discreet but to my surprise these four boxes were just filled with pictures with the members of Supreme Red. 

"What the hell..." I chose to skim through the first box and found an album which was filled with pics of Haruka-san and the past me. My eyes were wide open, as I saw myself in those pictures I looked so happy with this guy, but I couldn't remember anything as if I never really was this person. 

Every picture with Haruka-san was so full of love and happiness, Haruka-san who seemed like a scary and mysterious guy was nothing like what I had imagined, he was smiling or laughing in every picture. I felt such immeasurable guilt in my heart realizing that this man had completely turned into something else. But I could feel nothing other than guilt. 

The second box was filled with pictures of gang members of Supreme Red, perhaps they were the people Haruka-san was talking about, how was I so happy? How come I've forgotten how to feel happy? Does losing your memory cause that as well? 

The third box was filled with some random pages, I don't recall what the past me had written perhaps it was school work. Then the fourth box had the uniform of Supreme Red, it was sort of shabby as if it had been worn a lot. And it had my old phone, luckily it didn't have a lock. I straightaway checked the gallery and it was just photos of Supreme Red or Haruka-san. 

Who was the past me? Every single video was with Haruka-san, the past me and him were laughing or going on dates together. The past me really loved Haruka-san, even I could see that. 

But I don't feel anything for him anymore, I love Mikey not Haruka-san...I'm sure of it. 

Then my eyes caught something, it was a picture with the entire Supreme Red gang. The wall where the picture was clicked, I zoomed in and saw something written on it, it was somewhere in Shibuya, I had seen that wall before. I grabbed my phone, wore my coat and headed straight for this place. I know it's plain stupid of me, but I can't get anyone involved in this...This was my business and nobody else's. 







"Alright...I have called upon this meeting to deliberate upon an urgent matter at hand." Announced Emma who sat down on the couch that was located at the central position of the main living room of the Sano Residence. The other Toman members were perplexed at Emma's sudden change of attitude, Hina and Yuzuha were silently giggling at her behavior. Izana and Mikey who were seated opposite to her had an expression of disgust on their faces. 

"Emma cut the bullshit...Why have you called all of us here? You think we're all so idle all the time? We have shit to do." Baji spoke out. 

"Oh yeah like what? Playing video games or beating people up?" 

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