The Tails. Hisoka Love Story

Confusion and mates

I opened my eyes with a start. The imprint bond was gone! Hisoka! Gon and Killua was still there! Why was Hisoka's gone?
"Oh. Good morning little fox. Have you felt it already? I felt different when I woke up this morning. I was hoping you could explain it, but it seems you're just as lost as I am." His voice sent chills up my spine and heat over my body. I looked at him very carefully sitting against a tree, watching me just as carefully. I had my cloak over my nude body.
"Why is it gone?" His eyes widened when he heard my voice and the same shiver that passed through my body at his voice passed through his at mine. As I suspected.
"Why is what gone little fox?" He tried playing it off. I could tell his amusement was more forced than usual.
"We're not imprinted anymore." His eyes widened but he quickly covered it with a sadistic smirk.
"I never thought I was imprinted to you. You were imprinted to me. What do you mean little fox. Explain what it is you mean?" I could feel his unease. Even though he was covering it. I could feel it in my own body. Like what he felt I felt. I felt smug.
"We're mated now. The imprint bond is gone. Would you like a long explanation on mates?" He looked and felt confused. I smirked when he quickly covered it with amusement. So this is what you have been doing the last almost 5 months. You can't hide your emotions from me anymore.
"Hehehehehehe." I broke out in a fit of maniacal giggles while he just started with wide eyes.
"Rem." I shut up. He was getting irritated.
"We um... Well we sort of got carried away last night I guess. I didn't know it would happen so don't think I did it on purpose. I didn't even know it was possible with a human. I guess me giving my..." I looked down and grimaced.
"Virginity." I grimaced when he said it with a red face.
"Yeah. That. Ahem. I guess it means we're mated now. My sister explained to me before she died. She said you can feel your mates emotions to make sure you keep them happy but they can't feel yours. She also told me that the mate bond is for life and can't be broken unless one of the mates die. I can tell when your in danger and you can tell when I am. She said mom and dad always new when each other were in trouble even though mom was the only one that could feel dads emotions. She also said that mates had a hard time... Keeping away from each other. I just thought they always wanted to be around each other in an I love you kind of way, but now I know she meant something totally different..." I looked away from his lust and anger filled eyes to regain my thoughts. What was I talking about. His confusion and anger was confusing me too.
"So what your saying is, is that unless you or I die we will have to be together forever?" I visibly flinched.
"You don't have to say it like I'm forcing you or that you don't want to." His confused anger was making me uncomfortable. Yet he was full of lust. He could hardly contain himself from repeating what happened last night. The only thing that held him back was his other current emotions.
"Little fox. How could you not know about how mates are made?"
"I don't know!" My outburst disappated his anger and turned it to shock and uncertainty. "I didn't have anyone to tell me everything! I was only 12. My sister wasn't going to just explain everything to me right then and there. Technically I was 120 years old but that's still really young to my kind. Not old enough to be told about things like that! It's not my fault. So can you quit blaming me!" I shouted at him before standing up with my cloak and wrapping it around my body. My tail was fluffed up and swishing with my irritation.
"Where are you going little fox? We aren't done having our conversation yet?" He was suddenly in front of me. The shock of him being so close was amazing. Like a lightning bolt through my entire body.
"She also told me that mates feel things that we didn't feel before. That all our emotions and our skin and senses were heightened." I mumbled trying to stay mad. He was too. He had just been reeking of bloodlust. Now as he stood in front of me, he wasn't giving off any scent or emotion except pure lust.
"That explains why I suddenly don't want to kill you anymore little fox. So am I feeling all these things only because of the mate bond or is it real?" He wasn't moving away. In fact he had straitened up and was reaching out to me.
"My sister said the mating bond needs both people to have strong emotional attachments to each other. So it isn't against your will. It's just stronger than the way it was before. I told you everything is heightens. Mmm." I gave a small noise that resembled a moan after I explained that to him. He had opened my cloak and touched my bare skin of my stomach with his finger tips. This was better than last night. I felt everything. So did he. I could tell he had processed my words but had already long forgotten that we were talking. I took my hand and moved it up his arm that was outstretched to me slowly, memorizing every single muscle along the way. His breath was getting rougher. With a gasp from both of us, we smashed our lips together. The feeling that invaded mine and his body's was almost too intense.
"Rem." He moaned my name against my lips and I realized he hadn't meant to say it out loud. He bent down to pick me up so he didn't have to bend so far to kiss me. To my surprise he laid me back down on the grass while he hovered above me. My hands went from his shoulder to the bottom of his shirt. When my fingertips grazed the skin of his sides I felt him twitch in pleasure. This was so much more intense than last night. Everything was like 100 times more pleasurable from then. Everything was definitely heightened. When his shirt was off we both moaned into each others mouths as his bare chest touched my partly revealed upper body. The cloak was no longer covering anything bellow my breasts where it was caught. He broke apart from the kiss to kiss hungrily across my jaw and neck. I moaned in sheer pleasure as his hand gripped my calf and hitched my leg around his hip. He ground himself into my core making us both make sexual sounds. I could feel his hardness through the fabric of his pants against me.
"Yes. I need more little fox." He groaned with pleasure into my ear.
"Mm." I moaned the okay as he went over my breasts with his warm, large hands. He squeezed them painfully making me gasp and him moan in a breaking voice as he pulled his pants down and teased my entrance with his endowed and twitching member.
"Hisoka." I pleaded with him.
"What is it little fox? Would you like me to continue?" His nails dug into the tops of my breasts and I felt blood leak down my body. That was enough to shock me. It's been almost a century since I've felt my own blood on my body. My eyes widened as he leaned down to lick it from my chest and sides as he also slammed himself roughly into me. I gasped loudly in a mixture of pleasure and pain while he moaned breathlessly. Not giving me the opportunity to get used to his large size like he had last night. He started thrusting in and out of me with hard and fast thrusts. We were both over come in pleasure. Not even able to think a single thought anymore. He leaned away from his place by my breasts and pulled out of me to flip me over. He pushed my face into the grass and gripped my red hair while he entered me from behind.
"Rem." He moaned my name after vigorous thrusting, my screams and his moans. "Come with me." He gasped out speeding up his harshly fast hips. I wasn't even comprehending his words when suddenly a pleasure like no other rocked through my body. His hands on my hips dug his nails into my flesh as he stiffened and I felt his own orgasm adding to mine. We both came to each others names. I was still twitching as he fell down ontop of me making us both fall to a heap in the grass. His sweaty body keeping my twitches still.
"That was the most amazing thing I've ever felt little fox." He whispered into my ear after several minutes of silence. He pulled out making us both moan again before rolling off of me. I stayed on my stomach. We stayed silent for a long time after that. It was probably almsot an hour when he spoke again.
"Rem." I could sense his seriousness. I rolled over and propped myself on my elbow. He turned to his side and faced me directly. He never looked away as he spoke.
"If I wanted to go I would have gone by now little fox. Or I would have made you leave. But for some reason, even when I denied myself and you for months I needed you near me. And now I do even more. I never thought I would have said this out loud. Not in a million years little fox. But your the only one that knows me, probably even better than I know myself. So you see little fox." My eyes were wide. I've never heard him say things like this before. Was this really the insane, sadistic man I knew? "I could never allow you to leave my side. Your different. We're no longer partners. We will now be known to each other and others as... Lovers." He purred the last word. I had no idea what to say. He hardly ever gets mushy with me and when he does its always in a sadistic or amused way, contradicting his words. There was nothing but seriousness on his face. His emotions were calm and decided. We stared at each other for several seconds. Me trying to figure out what's happened to my sadistic magician. Him trying to make me understand he wasn't joking around with me for once. With a sigh I rolled onto my back.
"I already knew that. No matter what you've said or done to me I've stuck around. The same goes for me despite the imprinting bond before the mating bond. If I wanted to leave I would have left by now. Killua and Gon. The dog demon. I've had plenty of opportunities to leave. I'm still here. I always will be. You didn't need to swallow your pride just go tell me that. I already knew all of it. Despite how you are, your always taking care of me and are a hell of a lot nicer to me than anyone else." He chuckled once and sat up.
"See. Better than I know myself little fox." He picked up his shirt and pants before he stood up and got dressed. I took my cloak off and got into the pond to wash away the sex from between my legs. He was amused and serious as he turned to look at me while I bathed.
"Hurry up little fox. We have things to do today. Besides, perhaps I'll want some more of what happened earlier while we explore the cities." He told me with a smirk. He was completely full of teasing now. When he turned around and started to walk away I heard him mutter under his breath.
"I knew it all along. I really do need her near me." He was talking to himself. The words made me stop moving in the water and watch his retreating figure with wide eyes. His finalism and relief clear in his emotions. What has he finally figured out that caused him such relief? I hope he doesn't keep up this nice guy thing for long. It just wasn't him. My Hisoka was prideful and maniacal. Not that I'd leave if he changed. It would just be odd and difficult to get used to.

Hisoka:
I didn't understand what this feeling was completely, but I knew it felt pretty good. Like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I finally got all of it off my chest, everything that I've never wanted to say out loud to her. But I hope she doesn't get used to me swallowing my pride like she said. I won't act any differently from before just because there is sex and a mate bond between us now. If she expects me to become nicer than she's solely mistaken. But somehow, I think she was caught off guard by my words. Just as much as they were difficult to say, they were difficult for her to hear. If I remember right she even hinted for me to stop acting so prideless. She really does know me too well. Normally I would get rid of a toy with such attachments, but... Not her. She wasn't merely a toy anymore. Maybe she was at first, but as time went by she became my shadow. The one person I could always count on and never doubt beside myself. Someone to protect and to protect me. Illumi may be someone useful to me and help me with a quite a bit, but its a give and take relationship that will one day end with a fight once we no longer have use for each other. She's the only person truly on my side. I plan to keep her there. And she even said she would never leave it.

Sorry for the shorter chapter this time. This steamy scene was requested by kdeppe. I promise they will get better with time. I just have to get used to writing lemons and smutt. Anyway I hope you guys enjoy it ;).